Birthdayz and Dissapointmentz

My b'day is coming soon,and every year my birthdayz are full wit dissapointmentz coz every year i hope dat it will be a special and more meaningful birthday ....but everyday itz juz da same normal and meaningless day ..years after years ...this year could be a damn good birthday fo me coz my baby's mom is goin 2 duno wher n she said mayb i can go stay over her house or something ...and i got so happy and thought this will be da bez b'day in my life...but now her aunt wana stay over her house =/ ...therz goes my special,meaningful,happy birthday fo 2005........and i never get any good present for my birthdayz ...this year's not bad tho,my dad bought me an i-pod but itz true dat money cant buy happiness ...wad makes me happy is who im with on my b'day