Missin my Baby Badly

Baby,Im missing you alot
Im thinking of u and therz no ending dot
I miss your angelic eyes
They make me feel warm even if im surrounded by ice
I miss your lips
I miss those kisses you put on my lips
I alwayz feel like im in heaven whenever we're kissing
Feel like im kissing an angel,damn i miss that feeling
I miss the way u make me feel when im around you
That wonderful feeling i alwayz feel when im around you
I just missing you badly and itz taking all over me
Damn missing you badly and love you lotz my baby

July 29th

Morning:Home>>Skool
LoL i WASNT late for skool...u guyz shud celebrate that coz itz like...a rare phenomena ...everything went smooth b4 recess no demerit no shits from teachers no nothing lol ...ok it was ok but after recess gt called 2 da discipline rooom damn they really should gimme a membership card fo that lol...ook dat fat lady crapped lol...and told that funny lookin gay discipline guy 2 whack my ass ...twice lol ...dat shit guy love 2 stare at my ass lol he was starin fo abt minutes b4 he whacked it ...damn it wasnt dat bad ...lol quite fun too but itz not fun 2 let a gay ass to stare at my ass tho lol ntg much happened in skool afterdat lol...

Afternoon:School>>Chingy's House(tuition)>>Home
Afterskool stayed at skool fo awhile crapped wit frenz lol i luv crapping itz a fun thing 2 do den my frenz nearly got caught fo breakdancin oo yea dat gay discipline dislikes breakdancin too lol...den went 2 some informal leo meeting lol juz went ther 2 DIZTURB THA PEACE ...lol ...hey dat secretary guy said might be the president nex yr lol oni if i hav da enthusiasm 2 fight fo dat...but nuhh it doesnt look like itz fun 2 be a president of a club oso lol cant reli order ppl 2 do anything...afterdat went chingyz hse fo ttn and da teacher said my chinese is GOOOOD lol yea he seriously meant it and stayed at his hse fo awhile b4 my frenz mum came n fetch us ..she dropped me near somewher far from my hse so i had to took a 10mins walk to my hse lol i had a slight headache after reached home bath straight away lol coz it was f-ing hott...oo yea and my baby sms-ed me and told me she was sad...aww baby dont be sad k?be happy =) mmmuakz luv ya lotz baby...watched X-Men jz now and damn itz very interesting lol i luv em mutant powers im a new X-Men fan lol ...I guess thatz all fo 2day..bye guyz =)..love ya baby..and miss ya mum(Zanne) lol

2dayz Pickz:
Ray J-One Wish
Johnsta Austin-Lil More Love
SunN.Y.-Introduction(feat. Jermaine Dupri)

July 28 a long anticipated special day in a month

lol July 28 ....wooo 3months wit my baby d =) ...damn 3 only????lol numbers will increase automatically ...den it'll be like ...30 ...300 lol ....damn dat sure is good ...neway been thinking abt it fo da past 2 weeks but somehow i forgot abt yesterdayz date ..July 27th...ddddamn lol sorry baby ...s2pid July 27th lol..ook *skip*....

Morning:Home>>School
Was late for skool got caught by that fucking indian guard ..no i aint no racist lol...1st 2 periods Science ok everything went ok and ntg happened ...after that SEJ ...damn look at that fucking fat bitch aww shit lol ..gave me demeritz coz i duno how 2 present ...damnnn how'd i kno i didnt go 2 skool fo da past 2dayz cant she thinks?apparently the answer is no lol ...ook was goin 2 complain abt it to the discipline board and da fat discipline bitch was like ...TEACHERS HAVE THEIR RIGHTS I CANT CHANGE IT...lol fuck ..den student aint got no rights???damn ima get my ass whacked 2moro ...my father gave me dis ass is fo shitting u discipline bitch not 2 be whacked by all u discipline bitches lol...and threathened me bout my hair sumore fuck u my mother borned me wit dis hair and itz meant 2 grow like how i want it ...not fo u discipline teachers 2 cut it ...MY HAIR IS MY PROPERTY ...shit when i hv power nex time ima show the world ...the real democracy the real human lawz lol...okok den walked 2 toilet for peeee and got caught by another discipline bitch lol this time itz a skinny bitch lol damn soo many bitches ...itz polluting CHUNG LING HIGH SKOOL itz a fucking man skool ...why are bitches polluting the environment of it ???damn da skool is goin down lol..told me 2 wait outside da discipline room fo abt 15mins ...lol damn those bitches ...dey crapped bitch-talked den oni called me in2 da discipline room and they were like WHRE DID U GO???and i was like ..I WENT TOILET...den dat bitch was like SO LONG??ITZ 15mins d U NEEDA PEE FOR 15MINS...damn cant they think agn ..dat skinny bitch told me 2 wait outside da discipline room fo 15mins den dat fat bitch said i went 2 da toilet fo 15mins..lol the answer is once again NO they cant think...ok went bak 2 class ...shit another old bitch ...asked me WHY SO LATE???and she wrote ther BRIAN LATE FOR CLASS FOR 20mins ...damn what the fuck ..after recess got called 2 discipline room agn ..and was too lazy 2 talk ..i was like ..didnt u cal me 2 da discipline room jz now ..ok everything was settled ...for TODAY lol 2moro is gonna be BITCHES SAGA CONTINUES......

Afternoon:Home
Ntg much happened in d afternoon d lol i played batminton 1st tiem since ..well 1 or 2 years d lol ..damn im still good ..against my bro that is ...but thatz still good lol ...den watched X-men evoulution ...that sure is cool lol...ook datz all i guess bye guyz ...and luv ya lotz baby

My Sentences of The Day:
Pussy Everywher,but ther aint none in my underwear
Bitches everywhere,damn those bitches make me swear
The love 2 make fierce faces like ugly Grizzly Bear
When they need they look fo dicks but dicks juz arent there
Coz when dickz look at bitches like these they got scare

im working on disses lol ...datz a talent dat im working on =)

SCHOOL???

YEA SKOOL ...IMA TELL U WAD HAS SCHOOL DONE 2 ME
IT MAKES ME SICK OF SCHOOL
IT GAVE ME SOME SORT OF MENTALLY UNSTABLE I THREW ALL MY FUCKING THINGS AND I NEARLY WHACKED MY SISTER HAHAHA THIS IS WAD SKOOL HAS DONE FOR ME...GREAT...DISCIPLINE ????MY ASS U FAT BITCH CAN GO SUCK GORILLAZ DICKZ AND MY FUCKING SEJARAH TEACHER CAN GO FUCK AN ELEPHANT TILL SHE DIES ...I WONT MIND KILLING HER ANYWAY...JUST THAT I DUWANA WASTE MY WHOLE LIFE BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING UGLY BITCH I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE INFRONT OF ME...I WONT LET THIS FUCKING SKOOL AND THESE 2 FUCKING BITCHES RUIN MY LIFE...

wadz da date ?

Been sick for da past 2dayz lol so didnt go 2 skool fo da past 2dayz....yesterday was a normal day ok talk about 2day...

Morning:Home
Woke up and found out that damn shit no electricity again???i seriously hate this fucking house lol...called my baby and she was quite frustrated about her BIO ....hmm soo let her study den later she called me back ..talked 2 her fo awhile till itz time fo her 2 go bath lol ...den i was lying on bed thinking about her =/ damn i think about her alot 2day lol ...till my teacher called ...damn im getting extra attention from those teachers lol

Afternoon:Home>>Gurney>>Home
Took another short nap coz was tired ...den woke up and shit was soo damn boring and fuckin hott coz of no electricity...soo i decided 2 go gurney alone ...wanted 2 watch The Island but it was fucking rated 18sg ...den checked Fantastic Four ...hmm oni left 4++ soo decided not 2 watch any movie and explore Gurney Plaza ..sounds s2pid doesnt it ?? lol but therz alotta new places 2 explore coz of da renovation thing and all those...den after that went 1-stop fo awhile damn all da CDs shops were close 2day ..so i went 2 Popular lol...kinda weird isnt it ?after that walked back 2 gurney ..and had ntg 2 do and felt like a freakin loner lol and damn my phone went outta battery..luckily i had coinz phoned my father and asked him 2 fetch me...he did den came home and slept agn ...s2pid sick shit lol...after woke up had some kinda mood swing and missed my baby...so i called her and she didnt answer so decided 2 go on9 ...and yea my connection is fixed lol ...after awhile my baby called =) ...felt so happy 2 receive her call lol ...and all those moody shit was gone lol thankz baby =) muakz luv ya lotz...

I Checked my I-tunes top 25most played songs lol
1.Bow Wow feat. Ciara-Like You ......i guess i reli dig this song =/ it was out like jzu 2 weeks ago and itz in a great lead lol
2.50cent-Just a Lil Bit............I hate 5o =/ how can this song be on number 2???itz my bro i guess lol
3.Bobby Valentino-Gangsta Love
4.Lil Wayne-Go Dj....one of da hottest songz in the history lol
5.Mariah Carey-We Belong Together
6.R.Kelly-Playa's Only(feat. Game)
(number 3-6 all hv da same play count)
7.Cassidy-Bboy Stance
8.Gwen Stefani-Hollaback Girl
9.Pretty Ricky-Get A Little Closer
10.Savage Garden-I Knew I Loved You...damn cant blieve dis song is in top 10 lol
11.Ying Yang Twins feat. Mike Jones-Badd
(number 7-11 same counts)

lol Tony Yayo-Curious(feat.Joe) and Lil Rob-Summer Nights are comin up fast ..im in luv wit these 2 songz =p and Pretty Ricky is the on1 wit more than 1song on the top 25 lol with 3 [(Get A Little Closer,Playhouse,I Want You(Girlfriend)]damn theyre good lol

Moody and Lonely all in a motherfuckin sudden

Woke up from a fuckin nap,feel so fuckin moody
Feel like in this fucking world im juz a nobody
And worst of all i feel like my parenz dont understand me
Now where's she when i needa talk 2 my baby?
Somehow now i feel so fucking lonely
I need to I want to talk 2 her
But no1 answers when i dial her number
Feel like wana talk 2 someboy else...but who?
Feeling so fucked up now and there's ntg i can do
Since this noon i started 2 feel lonely
Dont know why but i guess therz juz something wrong wit me
I was borned in my motherz pain and moan
I guess when time comes i'll die silently alone
This shit feel of loneliness haunts me all in a sudden
I still feel that my life is fucked when i have no burden
I dunno what the fuck is wrong it me
Just hoping that soon i can talk 2 my baby

What I wrote for my baby [25 07 2005]

Baby gal juz wana tell u that u're the best
u're absolutely different from the rest
No1 can make me feel the way u make me feel
I feel so in love so blessed and feel like God gave me a great deal
Whatever the deal is to have you in my life i'll take it
Even if it's 2 me to sacrifise everything coz you're the oni1 that i really need
Gal i'd love you forever
Coz i kno ther aint no1 better
im sure there's no1 can treat me the way u treat me
You love me,you care for me and you dont mind that im horny
Baby Girl,your love i truly appreciate
I hope you can forever be my soul mate
I hope your love I can keep
Coz my love for you is so damn deep
Love you more then anyshit anything any1
You shine my life like a beautiful sun
You guide me through darkness cheer me up with the love you show
You're alwayz there for me whenever i feel low
Whenever my life is in darkness u show me the light
And whenever i see you gal itz a reward for my eyesight
Cause baby you're soo damn beautiful cute and sexy
Everything about you is driving me crazy
I cant even say my love for you is how much
You are the Miss Universe if im the judge
You will always be number 1 in my heart
Love you damn lotz baby,in my life you will always be the greatest part

July 25

Morning:House>>Skool
Was late for assembly lol shit again then prefect caught me n and all those lol who cares neway...after that KH ..teacher gave me stuffz fo nex project ish better keep it nicely this time and better dont loose it again like wad i did last time lol if not ima be so screwed..after that SEJ. that bitch ass teacher gave me demerit agn lol ..she thinks itz fun lol uhh well i dont mind entertaining her like that im juz helping God 2 entertain a fucked up bitch with my Merit marks lol...hmm ntg special happened after that i guess ...until Art. finished 2 drawingz in 15mins =p ...aint i talented lol ...and teacher said my drawingz are nice hahaha yes i AM talented =p but got demerit too coz i didnt hand in my previous assignment and ive been told that my parenz needa go 2 skool this Sunday to get my report card...oooh shit lol

Afternoon:Skool>>House>>House lol
After skool went home ate lunch on9 talked wit my mummy(Zanne) downloaded a few songz ..finally completed my downloadz for Omarion-"O" dat sure is a hard album 2 download =/ wit alot of error files lol...then downloaded a few nice rap songz too...thankz 2 recomendationz from MTV:Mixtape Monday =)...Tony Yayo feat. Joe-Curious is the best lol ...hmm den watched Batman ...dat movie is kinda boring fell asleep but i like da view of it's rotten Gotham City lol...after that was kinda tired so i took a nap woke up sent a msg 2 my baby den err on9 agn and all those den dinner took bath got a lovely reply from my baby so sent her another msg lol ...den studied fo awhile and wrote a poem fo my baby and now im on9 agn lol datz all ...bye =)
feelin kinda sick tho lol cant snop sneezin..s2pid flu and slight headache

To My Baby:
Love You damn lotz the most and forever ...you're the best =)

Songz of D Day:
Tony Yayo-Curious(feat.Joe)
Tony Touch-Hey Dj(feat. Nina Sky)
Lil Rob-Summer Nights

July 23/24

July 23rd:
Morning:(Home)
Ntg much happened in d morning coz i woke up late xcept was kinda moody sorry baby

Afternoon:(Home>>>Fetch My Cousins>>Gurney>>Leo's President's House)
After bath and all those my grandma drove me n my cousinz to gurney 2 hav fun...met up with Shaun 1st coz he called me ...den walked around wit me and then i noticed that Bum City is closed ishh the 7th floor seems so dull and dark without the light from bum city i dunno y it juz make me feel sad...im kinda sick of gurney d =/...after that chingy called and met up wit him went McD fo drinkz after that after McD itz Redspot time and i spent my whole afternoon ther 1st played wit Shaun...then Chingy then my cousin and his friend ...lol hey im soo good i won my cousin and his friend in pool lol ...da victory over my cousin was juz luck i guess hez still alot better then me but hey 1day ima catch up lol...after pool played snooker wit my cousin's fren ok now i suck in snooker lol but wasnt too bad lost about 16points lol...then play pool wit chingy's frenz..after that went 2 arcade and infront of bum city fo awhile..coz Bum is closed so all the breakers choose da spot infront of Bum as their new spot lol ...hope the security wont mind about that...after that Allen invited me for a snooker game soo played wit him ...lol hez good too ..didnt count points but i think i lost wasnt too bad tho lol after tht went 2 arcade agn had some tiem ther den took taxi 2 da Leo's President's House ...ntg much happened ther lol ..was boring like shitz...lol my snooker and pool improved alot ..thankz 2 da wholeday "training" =)

July 24:
Morning:Home
Skip lol

Afternoon:(Home>>Peppercorn(Sunrise Tower)>>Tanjung Bungah>>My dad's opening soon shop>>1stop)
Had lunch at peppercorn den went 2 Tanjung Bungah 2 have a look at our under-constructing house after that went 2 err somewhere near Gurney 2 have a look at my dadz underconstructing shop went 2 1-stop right after that bought things there like CDs and stuffz didnt buy much tho coz im broke cant afford anymore CDs luckily my cousin juz work at the CD shops so i can get CDs at a very low price lol my dad paid for everything neway...after that came back home and called my baby after abt 30minutes talk she said she wana study lol ...soo guai her examz 2moro good luck baby =) muakz..den took a sh0rt nap fo abt 30mins den i studied too lol aint i guai too???? =p after that on9 completed downloadz for 5 albumz i think --R.Kelly "Chocolate Factory"..R.Kelly-"TP-2.com"...Flipsyde-"We The People"...Baby-"Fast Money" and Young Jeezy-"Let's Get It:Thug Motivation 101"...found out about a new Rap/Rock band 2day lol and itz Flipsyde ...a nice band wit nice fresh music =)

Words:
Baby,im not moody lately lol juz worry too much ...sorry about that i'll try not 2 worry lol but there's some shits on me too like:
Money-Im shit broke lol damn reli need money lol

Studies-I got real bad results for da previous exam and PMR is coming soon ishh reli needa study hard i duwana get fucky results for my PMR

But dont worry baby those things cant make me sad or anything im happy as long as u r happy =) muakz love you lotz baby

July 21st ...had a fucky day in skool lol

(Morning):School
Was late fo skool but luckily da teacher was even more late soo didnt get any demerit or bullshit and i tot 2day shud be lucky lol ...but 2nd period dat bitch ass teacher gave me demerit 6marks coz i lost my papers ...and i fuckin photostat d wert lol teachers are darn fucks and she said im a disgrace to the school and i will faily my sej fo sure ..lol fucker i never fail my sej..and if im a disgrace 2 anything or any1 i could only be a disgrace 2 myself and no1 and nothing else...dumb ass teacher after that ntg else special happened i gues xcept i needa sit beside my geo teacher during her period lol ...she likes me i think =p

(Afternoon):Home
Had tuition after school den bath and all those and studied my geo lol after that took a nap woke up and then studied fo anotha shortwhile afterdat drew a piece lol the 3rd piece for da last 3dayz...den now im on9 lol normal day

And err baby gal i dont kno why u feel insecure about me n u but i juz hope u dont feel that way i really love you alot and of coz i do care about you dont think of nonsense d k?muakz love u lotz da most and forever

Song Of D Week:
Bow Wow feat. Ciara-Like You
Bobby Valentino-Gangsta Love
Pretty Ricky-I Want You(Girlfriend)
Mariah Carey-We Belong Together
Cassidy-Bellybutton

Im Sorry

Baby Girl im sorry that i broke my promises
Baby Girl for me you're better than Jesus
Pls forgive me Baby Im really sorry
You're not better than Jesus juz because u r sexy
You're not better than Jesus juz because u r pretty
You're better than Jesus because you mean alot to me
You're the 1 I love and u are the only one
Besides you there's no1 else that i want
Baby i hope that i can be forgive-d
I wana be wit u forever if forever love isnt a myth
Jesus pls forgive my sin of saying my baby is better than You
But im just being honest and saying wad that's true
Im sure Jesus will understand coz ntg's greater than true love

July 17...Not Really A Good Day

Morning:(House)
Had a very scary nightmare lol which i dun wana speak of ...scared the hell outta me when i woke up

Afternoon:(Prangin>>Airport)
Went 2 prangin again 2 c my baby gal ...miss her wert =p ...hmm but didnt hv good time wit her i guess lol ...i was quite weird =/ dunno y lol damn...after that went 2 da airport wit taxi lol fucking guy charged me rm30 but nvm la ...c my mum ma horh??? lol ...mum as in Zanne =) shez going back 2 Aus d =(....i was the earliest 2 reach da airport lol soo proud but i was soo bored ...to be alone in the airport haha waited about half an hr den Zanne's sister called me ...hey she can recognise me lol im soo proud once again =p...den ate Nandos lol ...thankz Zanne's mum for that meal who oso happens 2 be my God Grandma lol ...thankz Zanne for the coke ...and thankz Huey Fung haha she was soo kind ..cut the chicken and feed me lol thankz alot my mum needa board the flight at 5 55 =/ gave her a hug lol ...hey mum u smell nice =p ...hmm she cried =/ bcoz she needa leave me wert =p lol perasan case im sad that shez goin back too =/ had some great time with her especially the last 2 dayz...muakz luv ya mum =)

July 16 ...Wonderful Saturday

Morning:(Home)
Woke up kinda late soo ntg special happened in d morning lol

Afternoon>>Night:(Prangin>>Gurney>>Prangin>>Gurney>>A party in a Gal's hse lol)
LoL ..interesting rite ???the places i went ....went 2 Prangin 1st to have lunch with my baby girl...den she went 2 sell things for her Y.E thing lol and i was ther all the time dizturbing her lol ...im soo bad hahaha den met up with Zanne,Chingy,Nicholas and Huey Fung lol ...even tho didnt do anything wit em but i felt like i had a good time with em lol duno y =/ ...after finished dizturbing my baby went and sat down at starbucks ahaha njoyed sitting ther with my baby gal ..hmm her shirt soo sexy =p after that err walked around den my baby went 2 work agn lol ...and me n the rest sat down and talked at A&W thankz HF for the rootbeer float and curly fries =p...dey had a hard time deciding whether 2 go gurney or stay at prangin lol u kno why???coz i wanted 2 stay at prangin wert lol ...but dey convinced me 2 go gurney and after dat come back 2 prangin bcoz Zanne paid all the expenses ...owhh wait or was it juz taxi lol thankz neway Zanne =)...met up wit Allen at Gurney lol walked around ...dey bought tix for Fantastic Four i couldnt watch wit em bcoz i needed 2 go bak 2 prangin lol after buying da tix went McD ...saw my cousin...den sat down and talked until they needa go watch movie and i took taxi to Prangin to meet up with my baby gal agn ntg special happened in Prangin d soo after that took taxi to Gurney again watched a duno wad japanese movie with my baby ....wasnt paying attention 2 da movie lol ...and i was horny and high in da cinema =p ...i meant like very lol..had alot of fun in da cinema too hmm and new experiences for me and my baby =) ...after the movie found out that they left gurney without us ...so we took taxi to dat house lol ...didnt have much fun in dat party ...soo dun feel like writing the details out lol...bye datz all fo Saturday =) ...get 2 spend alot of time with my baby gal lol datz wad made dis saturday soo wonderful ..lol luv her lotz

Extra Info:
LOL!my baby was soo sexy thankz 2 da skirt and da shirt =) i love seeing her in skirt lol

July 15..A Fun Day

July 15(Friday):
Morning(Skool):Was late fo assembly lol ..got sent 2 da discipline room and needa listen 2 dat teacherz crap...den after dat cleared all my debt lol ok datz all for school.

Afternoon:(Skool>>Lunch>>Chingy's House>>Crown Prince)
LoL after school had lunch with chingy and his mum den went 2 his house after that watched Eddie Murphy "Delirious" lol Eddie is soo funny....after watching went to Crown Prince bcoz Chingy said there's a party there by dunno wad guy and hez invited by Jonathan lol...wadeva...Chingy n me were so bored so we played pool and wad Bobble Puzzle thing lol ..while waiting fo Zanne and Gloria

Afternoon>>Night:
(Crown Prince>>Dinner at some food court>>Torch(a pub cafe or wadeva lol)>>(My Baby Gal's house >>back 2 my house)
Zanne arrived at crown prince at abt ...6++ ??? lol sat ther and talked fo awhile den took a walk 2 a food court nearby for dinner but all of em didnt eat oso =/ xcept me lol ...after that walked 2 Torch wadeva dat is lol ...ordered drinks ...played pool with Chingy ..and i bet my dick lol luckily i didnt loose after that played foosball with Gloria lol i won too =p i guess i alwayz win huh??hahaha...after dat played Darts lol ....I HIT THE BULLSEYE ONCE LOL....soooo proud of myself =p den played cards lol ...and went 2 my baby galz hse with taxi coz of wad spray the pieces fo her YE thing lol...felt soo bad i couldnt help her in anything lol...after finished the piece thing went home n ....datz all fo friday

July 14

July 14 ...fucked up in many different ways ...and im moody now =/ ...fucking shits ....lazy 2 write in details ...fucked up day
LoL okok im free now so ima write things in detail:
Morning:Went 2 skool ...had a bad day coz i had a real bad luck ...shit lucks juz came 2 me ...and a fucking teacher saw me gambling and then he told that teacher that was teaching me nearly got me in2 trouble..fucking shit =/ wadz their problem wit me ???teachers lol...datz all bad luck ..pissed me off

After Skool:Tuition and the tuition teacher was crappy as usual ..asked me what've i done in the year 2005 that im satisfied with...ish actually nothing =/ ...xcept having my baby gal as my baby...datz all...tuition wasnt soo bad..den sms-ed with my baby while she was in skool...damn s2pid gal lol ponteng wholeday talked 2 her on the phone too about 5 something...until she closed the phone...her skool day is fun while mine was fucked =/ lol...her's is fun i GUESS...after that fell asleep agn

Night:Woke up from a s2pid nap,had dinner den was looking for a movie 2 watch and darn no new movies fo me =/ ...watched whole ten yards again...i kinda luv that movie but itz not dat good d when i watched it juz now as my second time ...den finsihed the movie and came on9...boring as usual ima bored 2 death and itz frustrating...

not a good day lol ..but not dat bad in overall coz my dad got my internet connection fixed which is a very good thing

July 13 Bad Day lol...and Love You Baby Gal ..Lotz

LoL a serious rel bad day...woke up earlier den b4 but itz still late and tried not 2 be late to skool,sms-ed my baby gal 1st before i went 2 skool lol ...and somehow i took my hp 2 skool..duno why oso lol..as i said i was trying not 2 be late but still late =/ ...damn lol...ook atleast i wasnt late for class...at class sent 2 sms to my baby gal i guess ...den da whole day my classmates invited me 2 gamble wit em lol and thatz when my luck turned bad i was loosing money like crazy ...like rm50 ++ =/???den oni i stopped ...damn den got called 2 da discipline room agn ...and teachers kept scolding me lol ...damn ok i thought things will be ok after school ...but my mom said shez gonna cut my phone bill off da 1st moment she saw me 2day bcoz she said i overused it ???lol damn damn damn ...den i cant talk to my baby gal no more =(...a bad day makes me think of her even more lol...and i think i really need her in my life...shez da oni thing dat matters the most 2 me now my life'd be meaningless without her...coz i kept thinkin of how good she is and how much i love her lol i wrote a s2pid poem :

Baby Girl,Thankz for being in my life
and thankz baby,for making it so wonderful
You're the best,you're da one n only,girl u rule
You're soo goddamn beautiful
Any1 that disagress is a fool
B4 we got together your beauty made me drool
I alwayz hoped that 1day u can be mine
I guess God really loves me and He reads my mind
You loving me,for me that's the luckiest thing
I alwayz dream that you will be the woman of my ring
And alwayz wish that we can be together forever
If that comes true there aint nothing better
I hope I'll never loose you,never ever
Coz my life is so perfect whenever we are together
You're the best and that's true gal
You're different from the others you're special
And to me your sexiness is breath-taking
That's why horniness in me keeps growing
Besides you,there's another thing that i really love
That's your sexy body and your wonderful curve
Your body is so sexy that it makes me high
You're so sexy if i say i dont have lust for you that's a lie
But dont worry you can gimme all your trust
Cause what I feel for you is like 95 % true love 5 % lust
That 5% is cause you're just too sexy fo me and im a man
All normal man will get horny with their ladies whenever they can
But no matter wat therez nothing more important than love between me n u
Cause the only1 that I'd love and love the most forever is u
I want you,I need you
Actually this is the only sentence you need to read:
I truly madly deeply crazily love you,Baby girl I fucking love you,love you damn lotz,love you hella lotz,I Love You!!!

11 July 2005

I hate skool ..and i skipped skool 2day lol...woke up at ...10am i guess when my baby girl called me...so i started my day by talking with her on the phone,wad a nice way 2 start a day =) but not as good as to wake up beside her tho lol,had quite a nice talk lol and she just cant stop complaining that im horny huh??yea i am and therz ntg bad about that =p...about 1hr ++ later she needa bath thatz the end of my phone talk lol ..she reli gets me horny,damn lol...jump off da bed straight after that and on the com and on9 no1 was on9 xcept alvin which he claimed that he was at skool lol,den ntg 2 do soo download songz in random agn ntg fo me 2 download so i downloaded 2 RnB Albums Faith Evans-"First Lady" and Amerie-"Touch" and a few love songz,songz from nappy roots and John Legend lol...afternoon after had my lunch hmm it was a nice meal took my bath and played Gunz Online for quite sometime b4 i get disconnected from the server lol dumb ass internet connection...then took a nap ish im turning in2 a pig lol and studied...watched Eddie Murphy's "Raw" lol a comedy act ...kinda funny...but not as funny as wad ppl told me,well atleast hez creative on his jokes lol...after that bathed dinner and all those and parenz came back from Hong Kong which isnt a good thing at all lol...wadelse about 2day ??hmm im reli in2 RnB/Soul music 2day lol dunno y..mayb itz coz da relaxation or mayb itz da feel...bye guyz =)

Songz of D Day:
Faith Evans-True Love...
Bobby Valentino-Gangsta Love...
Anthony Hamilton feat. Nappy Roots-Sick and Tired
R.Kelly feat. Game-Playa's Only...
R.Kelly feat. Snoop Dogg-Happy Summertime
Omarion-I Wish
Savage Garden-I Knew I Loved You
Lonestar-Amazed
Lloyd feat. Ashanti-Southside

09/10 July ...Wonderful Day/Night

LoL ...yesterday July 9th ...stayed at home till 2pm i think lol i went gurney 2 meet up wit my frenz ...met up wit em at d arcade lol ...i didnt even hv 2 call em hahaha ...jz knew that wher they'd be lol ..walked around ...den tha Goat bought pants and treated me Coffee Bean hahaha ....THANKZ YEA GOAT !!!!! =p ...after dat went 2 Bum City talked wit Allen ..den 5 ++ started the walk 2 Botanical Garden lol ..wasnt dat long ..it was jz about ...half an hr ??? yea think so lol...after reached waited fo my baby gal and den took a ride n went up da hill for my mum(Zanne)'s party/stay over lol ...and thatz when da wonderful times begin lol ...reached her hse ...talked..crap...lol and bullshit-ed den ate ...played da dunno wad twister game ...shit i suck on dat lol i lost bcuz some1 whacked my ass hard lol...damn..after dat watch mvie ...started wit Amityville Horror lol ..WOAH I WATCHED HORROR MOVIE !!!! lol didnt reli njoy da movie ...but i njoy sitting and huggin wit my baby gal tho LOL...after that watched SHUTTER ....WOAH ANOTHA HORROR MOVIE lol...didnt reli kno abt da movie but yet njoyed sittin and huggin wit my baby gal lol...after that err ...Boat Trip ???lol ...a gay ass movie ...kinda s2pid ...after da movies and all those ...hmmm jz sat ther and talked i guess and tried 2 sleep ??? guess sooo lol ...ntg else special happened las nite i guess ...xcept watched anotha movie at abt 3am ??? =s The Ring 2 lol wadeva dat is ...wasnt focus on da movie oso lol...after dat reli slept ..woke up..talked and more talked lol ...datz all bout the wonderful nite+day...had a real great time wit my baby gal ...and spent lotsa time wit her lol ..datz a great thing =) n i was real horny i guess lol shit ...lol no wonder i had a gr8 day my horoscope energy meter on friendster is all full lol ..haha i kno u dont actually believe dat shit neither do i =p but sometiems itz fun 2 look at wad it says lol...bye ...and muakz luv ya baby gal ...byez guyz =) ...and thankz Zanne for da stay over..oo yea and completed downloadz fo Lil Jon-"Crunk Juice" lol...im kinda in luv wit southside crunk/rap music lol ..and dat album is hott juz like da Ying Yang Twins and Anthony Hamilton-"Soulife" lol im trying 2 balance my life up ..itz like i listen 2 alot of fast beat rap songz i balance it by listenin 2 RnB songz lol ...but no matter wad itz still all about Black Ppl's music ..they are da real musical genius lol ther was one period of time where i used 2 love white ppl's music too ...but i think their music makes me sad lol ...coz i was very moody at dat period of time ...so ive stopped listen 2 em lol...Black People SHOULD RULE THE WORLD!!!


Songz of D Day:
Lil Jon & Eastside Boyz-In da Club(feat.R.Kelly,Ludacris)...Bitches Aint Shit(feat. Nate Dogg)
R.Kelly feat. Game-Playa's Only...feat. Snoop Dogg-Happy Summertime
Miri Ben Ari feat. Scarface and Anthony Hamilton-Sunshine to the rain
Ying Yang Twins-Wait

08 July....LoL ...

Morning went 2 skool late agn...den got called 2 da discipline room because of the late thing and nearly get whacked in d ass...fucking discipline lol ...besides that ntg special happened in skool i guess ...after skool went chingyz hse fo ttn but had lunch in tesco b4 dat lol damn da food ther aint cheap...after ttn da boyz n me took bath and den went 2 McD(Greenlane) coz we wana go 2 dat concert thing in PFS...bought food...and drinks and waited for ZannE lol after quite awhile she arrived wit Gloria and ..anotha gal err wadz da name..hmm Nadiah i think lol ...after finished da french fries walked 2 PFS ..they checked da tixx den put some duno wad gay strip on my hand lol ..itz still on my hand lol...den walked around fo awhile b4 i sat down and watch da concert...ntg real special happened in d concert i think ...xcept my mum n dad are getting so loving HORH ??? =p ...im happy fo my parenz lol oo yea and my baby gal told me dat shez goin 2 Zanne's party 2day ....YAY YAY YAY =)...muakz luv ya lotz baby gal...and bye guyz =)

Songz Of D Day:
Ying Yang Twins feat. Mike Jones-Badd...J-Kwon-Welcome to Tha Hood...Cassidy-B-boy Stance...Chingy-One Call Away

06 July 2005 ...More Knowledge fo me ...and Sexier =p

Did i say more knowledge ??? lol not really knowledge as in general knowledge itz juz ...knowledge of da rap scene in U.S.A =p...read about Swizz Beatz's Full Surface Record becoz of "reasearch" on Cassidy and Baby's Cash Money Records coz of "research" on Lil' Wayne lol ...both are promising hip-hop record label of dis era lol...i used 2 love all those rappers from d old skool lol like Nas,2pac,Biggie and Jay-z but i guess itz time 2 c wad da young ppl can do 2 change things ...now i like young rappers like Cassidy,Lil Wayne and J-Kwon lol wadz da diff ??well da energy and da beatz ...completed downloadz fo 3 rap albums lol ...J-Kwon-"Hood Hop"...Lil Wayne-"The Carter" and Ying Yang Twins-"U.S.A (United States of Atlanta)...Lil Wayne-'The Carter' is my favourite 2day lol i like his flow...okok cut all these bullshits lol

2day.ntg special happened..late fo skool as usual..came back lunch took bath on9 lol ...den watched a DVD...The Honeymooners ...not very interesting ..jz a decent movie lol...den studied fo awhile YES I STUDIED =p thankz 2 my baby gal lol...after that took anotha bath dinner and on9 lol ..ntg much abt 2day i gues ...muakz luv ya lotz to my baby gal

Songz of D Day:
J-Kwon-'Welcome To Tha Hood'...Lil Wayne-'Go DJ'...Cassidy-'Crack Music'...Ying Yang Twins-'My Brother's Keepers'

July 05 ..05 ...perfect =p

LoL ...ook got back with my baby gal ...after some talking lol...well itz all good now lol ...my lifez wonderful again ...thankz baby =p...mmmmuakz luv ya lotz :)...was late fo skool 2day,and teacher wrote in da Buku Disiplin or something BRIAN LIM C5833 LEWAT!!! ...lol s2pid bitch ass teacher soo kaypo fo wad =s...and ima be sent 2 d counselling unit lol ..crazy asses ...counsel me for wad??YOU DUMB ASS TEACHERS IM TOO SMART FO U 2 COUNSEL ME LOL...wad else special happened in skool ??hmm ntg except went ponteng wit da new FORM 3 REP. of CLHS LEO CLUB lol ALVIN FOO CHEE JON ...itz such an honour 2 walk wit him hahahaha...after skool went home,ate and had ttn...ish da s2pid circle maths thing F-ed me up lol ...im soo f-ing dumb in that ...after ttn...on9...den studied fo awhile n watched Initial D with my bro ...omg i watch dis movie dat i said i duwana watch twice d lol...after that went 2 1-stop fo dinner ...my grandpa's bday...bought 1 CD and 2 DVDs lol ....and finished downloadz fo Cassidy-Split Personality and half of J-Kwon-Hood Hop coz my internet connexion is kinda slow 2day ...ishh lol...i guess datz all lol ...bye guyz =) and luv ya lotz my baby gal once again ..and hope we'll be happier den b4 =)...mmuakz

Songz of D Day:
J-Kwon-"They Ask Me"..."You And Me"...Cassidy-"Can I Talk To You".."Cant Fade Me".."B-boy Stance"
Good Charlotte-"We Believe"

2 sides of me

I heard Cassidy's -Cassiy(Tha Problem) vs Cassidy(Hustla) which is a track that cassidy split himself in2 two sides ...and the 2 sides in the track are like dissing each other Cassidy(Tha Problem) is the Cassidy in his 1st album VS Cassidy The Hustla which is the Cassidy in the 2nd album ..well according 2 the song Cassidy The Hustla won that battle...and i thought it'd be nice 2 write soemthing like that coz theres' 2 side of me lol

1.Brian(That Wana Move On With Life Guy)
2.Brian(That Love Guy)

1.Brian(Move On With Life Guy)
Whatz wrong with you boy?Cant get over your ex?
Well now she's the past and u needa move on and c wadz next
Yes maybe for you she used to be the best
But now shez not urs anymore and u needa get somethin goin wit da rest
Whatz wrong with you boy?Sometimes you think of her you cry?
As i said she's the past and the past is past u needa say bye
Itz not that you being sad or everything she will be back
You must stop crying over her before u turned in2 a fag
Whatz wrong with you boy?You think u cant live life without her?
No,u needa start live like a real man get pplz respect so they'd cal u sir
Stop acting like she's the only girl for you in this land
If you want u can juz ask fo a new gal n im sure lotsa ppl will be willing 2 giv u a hand

2.Brian(Tha Love Guy)
Is that something that's wrong?That i cant get over my ex?
If i can i wana turn back my life and pause there and stop it frm goin to next
You think itz me that wana get stuck at her?No it's just the way i feel
Yea and im sure you cant tell me that wad im feeling isnt real
Is that soemthing that's wrong?That sometimes i think of her i cry?
Yea u might say she's the past but the past maybe back and i aint gonna say bye
Me sad or everthing yea wont make her back 2 me,but no matter what i'll try my best
Coz you kno wad they said "Once you got the best itz hard fo u 2 settle with the rest"
Is that soemthing that's wrong?That i think i cant live without her?
Well every1's sir?I'd prefer 2 be her lover
She's the only 1 that i want and she's what i need
Yes i need her in my life and i aint talking shit

LoL I Guess the Brian Tha Love Guy won ...coz im more 2 that side ...i juz cant get over her lol

Juz Here 2 Tell Y'all a CD that u all muz get =p

LoL ...my previous post ...i told u that Cassidy-Im A Hustla is one of da most anticipated rap albums of 2005 fo me...and it juz doesnt dissapoint me at all...as good as wad i expected ...or maybe better den wad i expected ...unlike The Game-Documentary ...that 1 kinda dissapointed me tho coz i xpected it 2 be better...Cassidy is my man now lol...his beats are juz soo hott..well thankz 2 his producer Mr Swizz Beatz...And there's a song where he collaborated with Nas & Quan 'Cant Fade Me' lol personally im a big fan of Nas and of coz his apprentice Quan...and Cassidy + Nas + Quan is like da bez collaboration in hip hop fo me lol ...well yeai guess not as good as 2pac + Biggie tho lol and yea as good as Dr Dre + Snoop Dogg lol...im in luv wit Cassidy ..hez da man his flow is da Crack and his beats are hott =) ...buy his album if u like rap music lol coz i'd consider this album a classic

Hahaha im thinking of da past agn

LoL yea im thinking of da past agn ...thankz 2 B2K lol ...well but im not sad dis time =p..B2K reminds me of the fresh love that me n her used 2 hv fo each other lol ...dat time was like ..we used 2 sms alot ..and da feeling was soooo damn wonderful ...soo fresh ...and sooo cheerful lol ...and i kno wadz da song i used 2 listen alot that time ...B2K-Why I Love You,Everything ....lol god ...wonderful past i have huh ??? i guess im quite lucky 2 have a great past wit her lol...hahahha i love my past soo much ....i hope i can love my future more tho lol...

3rd of July ..happy Bday Mum =) ...(Zanne)

LoL ..My Mum's Bday 2day =) ZANNE!!!!!!! HAPPY BDAY U GOT OLDER HAHAHA and now u're legal 2 have sex =p...no wonder u showed me a condom y'day...went 2 GP at about ...1 ++ ???? no1 was ther so i walked to 1-stop...bought R.Kelly-TP3 Reloaded well i'll giv u my review on dat album later =p...i wanted 2 buy Cassidy-I'm A Hustla...but Malaysia is so s2pid so they dont have the stock here ....FUCK MSIA lol ..juz coz dey dun hv stock fo da CD...datz one of my most anticipated rap albums fo dis yr lol...another 1 is The Game:Documentary haha i couldnt wait fo it 2 hit the stores so i downloaded the whole album 3dayz before it officially hit stores in USA =p...thank god fo Free Downloads ...i geuss i needa do da same with Cassidy-Im A Hustla again ...cant wait 2 get everysong of that album lol ..Cassidy is the MAN!!!!...okok back 2 my day.after that walked back 2 GP...no1 was ther but Zanne's fren HF and her bf well Nicholas ??? yea they were there lol ...they called me ...so i joined em fo awhile ...ish i was a lampost lol...we were walking around Bum City...until i met Koh How ...he wanted 2 play pool so i went red spot wit him lol no more pool table and Nigel invited me 2 play snooker wit him....well i dun like 2 turn down pplz invitation =p...played wit him ...well i was quite good 2day ...quite accurate lol i won him i guess hahahaha ...after that Choot and Alvin came 2 redspot oso lol ...after Zanne arrived at Gurney we al went in 2 d theathre...2 watch WAR OF THE WORLDS...isnt as good as wad i expected lol...atleast i got 2 hold her hands through the whole movie ...but i dun think she had da feeling tho...after that walked around again ...was quite moody ...not very tho lol ...juz abit ..coz i reli miss da times wit her haha ..i guess i reli needa get over it..but u kno wad dey say "Once U Got The Best,It's Hard 2 Settle With The Rest"...hahaha went back at 7pm i think...n she sms-ed me 2 tell me dat there was 22 taxi ..U OWE ME A KISS!!!GODDAMN....da last time me n her count taxi ...was a very nice day ...haihzz...went home was still quite missing her...but u kno wadz da best thing 2 do when u hav love prob and u cant get over it ??? LISTEN 2 RAP MUSIC U GODDAMN DUMBASSES...u may think i dont have a poin fo dat but i'll tell u why lol...

Rappers all they have somekinda man's ego ...so they alwayz inspire me 2 take things like a man...lol trust me

Ok about R.Kelly-TP3 Reloaded ...every1 shud get dis album i gues lol ...itz a very nice CD lol...and it says STRONG SEXUAL CONTENT...well datz R.Kelly,n im loving Kells ...even tho some ppl think dat hez a weirdo bcoz hez kinda obsessed wit Child Pornos ...but who cares we shud separate a musician's music wit his personal life ...da same thing goes with Michael Jackson,dun hate him bcoz some1 said he did wad CHILD MOLESTATION??He isnt guilty fo dat lol...and no matter wad he does u still cant forget that he made good musics fo da world...i guess thatz all,and im still hoping the same shit and alwayz will be ...Bye

Songz Of D Day:
Playa's Only-R.Kelly feat Game