June 30th...lol Happy Birthday My Bday Gal..not mine actually

LoL My title isnt gonna be my main topic neway...but itz still gonna be her tho lol..Happy Bday =)...ish how many times i've said dat ??? lol...uhh well read my previous post ..June 28 Life Was Great Again...and now this...i cant blieve things changed this fast =s...she asked fo a break up and yea we broke up lol ntg much i can do about it...i dont even kno what was wrong...all i kno is i was very tired last nite so i couldnt talk much ...den went 2 sleep ...my father called me up bcoz some electrical problemz in my hse ...and i saw her msg ....lol she said she cant blieve after da great quarell we were juz happy fo 2dayz ???lol itz not we actually itz her ...i was very happy yesterday my life was soo wonderful since ..June 28???lol well now itz dooms day again ...needa loose my love again ..Lost and Found and Lost ..i hope ther will be anotha Found lol...suprisingly i didnt have any feelings las nite ....i was juz like ...WTF is happening =s...cuz u can c ...u can go read her testi fo me in my friendster ...itz juz like ..29th???lol yea..and last nite she said she'd be mine fo a year therz no prob ...but an hr later lol things changed...she juz duwana be mine fo anotha day...i dunno wad im feeling now lol coz i really luv her alot ..and alot ..and alot and alot ..........and i never ever wanna loose her =(.... but datz life my 1st reaction after she sent me dat break up msg...my heart was like beating damn fast....damn paranoid and my hands were keep shaking...like i hav some mad cow disease or something...but i guess i still can take it ...hope so lol...wtf happened???wadz wrong ??God you can take anything away from me i just want my baby girl back ...please God ..juz 1 wish itz da 1st time i beg you in 15yrs...shez juz ..everything 2 me ....but ...my mind is so f-ed up now lol dun even kno wad im thinking ....but gal pls gimme anotha chance if itz possible....please