June 30th Again..Still feeling Sexy =p

Even tho shit happened but i wasnt very sad in d morning lol ...dunno why ...maybe my mind cant spin fast enuff 2 make me sad...but then i got real sad when i walked outta my room when my bro was watching Star Wars Episode III lol..cuz u kno y if u read ..hmm da shit dat i posted b4 lol...i get teary as soon as i looked on da screen and my mind told me *itz star wars* lol ...but then when Padme says *I Love You Anakin* lol i juz cried out ...as in ...cry baby type lol ...da movie is so touching haha ..ermm mayb not ...juz dat itz memorable fo me...after that thought about alot of things ...like why shez feeling different 2wards me ??isit coz im not good enuff??after awhile of thinking how good/bad i am as a guy i got da answer lol da answer is ..Im the Best if u love me =p....yea datz true lol..and i juz cant blieve how can she changed her mind soo fuz =s ...ok i go copy da testi she wrote fo me on d 29th of June lol

hey dear... oops.. baby boy.. neways.. i'm so glad that everything is over.. i mean.. all the bad stuff is over.. everything flew away.. haha. lke ur bird.. ahahh.a Oops.. ehhez.. neways.. just here to say happy 2 months.. relaly hapy with ya.. LUrve ya lotz.. and damn lotz.. MUAKZ.. lurve ya.. muakiez.. lurve ya.. lurve ya.. 4eva and ever ever ever ever ever.. muakz.. lurve ya lotz.. *CHootz..

and all the things she told me fo d last 2dayz ..i still cant blieve her feelings changed agn...and she asked fo a break up yesterday,i tot everythign was back 2 normal d but she said no =/ i duno wadz wrong now lol..i've been tryin very hard 2 cheer myself up,but i alwayz get emotional when some questions pop up in my mind like 'Why doesnt she luv me anymroe?'..'Why muz things changed?'..'Why cant i stop thinking about her?'..'Why I Still luv her soo much?'..lol itz juz her dat changed..i changed b4 but i changed back and i tot everything was gonna be ok..but...=/ ...damn damn datz life...still luving her lotz...and still feeling sexy =p...bye

There are juz soo many questions in my mind...like
'Will she ever tell me dat she loves me and really mean it again?'
'Will she ever kiss me again?'
'Will she ever hug me again?'
'Will She gimme more wonderful times in my future like what she did in da past?'
and lotz more..i wana kno da answerz but at da same time im scared 2 kno the answerz..Im scared that there's a fact infront of me that i cant face...