June ....18???Saturday

well yesterday ...bad day wit my gf =s but a good day wit my frenz...well i'll start wit da bad part...like wad i said in my previous post ...she needa go 2 some party 2day ..so cant spend lotsa time wit her...i dunno y but that kinda bothers me..den wanted 2 go 2 gurney erlier 2day so i can c her fo longer time =s ...but needed 2 fetch my cousins and their frenz =s made me late agn ...n i was quite pissed...was kinda moody wit her...lol dunno y da last 2 times i go out wit her ...i din reli touch her oso =s ...i guess shez wrong dat im hiao and i simply touch...same wit 2day...juz look at her ...and talked abit...and a goodbye kiss datz all...so i consider that as a bad day wit my gf...but IT IS a bad day lol but atleast i got 2 c her...after she went 2 some s2pid party...well itz not s2pid actually lol...walked around wit my frenz den juz sat down n talk..n talk more...till abt 5sumthing me alvin n koh how ate some waffles ...and after that me n allen bought some whisky+cola ...lol dat tastes quite nice...and went 2 my skool ..fo st john campfire...reached met up wit some frenz and walked around d skool chit-chat-ed....n...den sat down n watched performances...was quite fun actually ..and was quite boring oso =s LOL...talked wit allen oso besides watching d performances...went back at ...11 30...wanted 2 talk wit my gf but shez too tired =s ...ish i reli got no1 to talk to when i need some1 to talk with....my life suxx...and now im listening 2 a song ...itz chorus:CLOSER 2 DEATH..CLOSER 2 DEATH....well makes me think of negativ things...kinda lazy 2 write d ...but blog is a kinda nice thing ...atleast i can 'talk' wit it when i hv no1 to talk to...