LoL ..im Another Man 30th of June Again

Did i say i was sad ???holy shit i was a sad man ...lol but ther aint no sad man for me now ...now im the Man =)...im Boy Wonder rite ?? lol wad shit i cant do ??and longest yard rockz shit ...made me feel like im The Man and no more Sad Man hahaha im back ...im back =) ..thankz 2 DVDs and datz wad been missing in my life since holidayz ...now i kno why i was moody haha ...im back DVDs stores ..im back 2 buy shits from u guyz 2 make my life great again ...MOVIES THATZ WAD BEEN MISSING WIT ME ...HAHA NOW I FIGURED DAT OUT...even tho no more sad man and im the man now ...but im still hoping the same shit =p ...Gal u kno wad 2 do rite ?? *winkz* haha ...waiting fo u =p ..muakz ...and itz ok if u dont want to lol ...muakz neway =p ...much luv

June 30th Again..Still feeling Sexy =p

Even tho shit happened but i wasnt very sad in d morning lol ...dunno why ...maybe my mind cant spin fast enuff 2 make me sad...but then i got real sad when i walked outta my room when my bro was watching Star Wars Episode III lol..cuz u kno y if u read ..hmm da shit dat i posted b4 lol...i get teary as soon as i looked on da screen and my mind told me *itz star wars* lol ...but then when Padme says *I Love You Anakin* lol i juz cried out ...as in ...cry baby type lol ...da movie is so touching haha ..ermm mayb not ...juz dat itz memorable fo me...after that thought about alot of things ...like why shez feeling different 2wards me ??isit coz im not good enuff??after awhile of thinking how good/bad i am as a guy i got da answer lol da answer is ..Im the Best if u love me =p....yea datz true lol..and i juz cant blieve how can she changed her mind soo fuz =s ...ok i go copy da testi she wrote fo me on d 29th of June lol

hey dear... oops.. baby boy.. neways.. i'm so glad that everything is over.. i mean.. all the bad stuff is over.. everything flew away.. haha. lke ur bird.. ahahh.a Oops.. ehhez.. neways.. just here to say happy 2 months.. relaly hapy with ya.. LUrve ya lotz.. and damn lotz.. MUAKZ.. lurve ya.. muakiez.. lurve ya.. lurve ya.. 4eva and ever ever ever ever ever.. muakz.. lurve ya lotz.. *CHootz..

and all the things she told me fo d last 2dayz ..i still cant blieve her feelings changed agn...and she asked fo a break up yesterday,i tot everythign was back 2 normal d but she said no =/ i duno wadz wrong now lol..i've been tryin very hard 2 cheer myself up,but i alwayz get emotional when some questions pop up in my mind like 'Why doesnt she luv me anymroe?'..'Why muz things changed?'..'Why cant i stop thinking about her?'..'Why I Still luv her soo much?'..lol itz juz her dat changed..i changed b4 but i changed back and i tot everything was gonna be ok..but...=/ ...damn damn datz life...still luving her lotz...and still feeling sexy =p...bye

There are juz soo many questions in my mind...like
'Will she ever tell me dat she loves me and really mean it again?'
'Will she ever kiss me again?'
'Will she ever hug me again?'
'Will She gimme more wonderful times in my future like what she did in da past?'
and lotz more..i wana kno da answerz but at da same time im scared 2 kno the answerz..Im scared that there's a fact infront of me that i cant face...

Shits come and go,but my feeling fo u stay eternal

June 30th,Bday of My Gal or Should i say My Ex
i Lost Her but Found,now Lost Again,What's Next?
Now i think im loosing my feeling.....
Feel cold 2 every single thing ......
All these cryingz making me sexy
But itz useless coz therz no1 else i wana impress
I juz wana impress her thatz everything 2 me
I juz wana impress her thatz alwayz the best
There's ntg much i can do 2 help myself
Coz ntg can change things xcept she herself
I kno,I Luv Her madly and itz more than alot
So??Ntg different neway if her love's not
I Kno I dont wana loose her
So?Ntg much i can do if that makes her happier
Now i dont even kno what's wrong
What did i do?Ishh maybe i shud've sang her a bday song
If i can turn back time i'd do anything 2 change this shit
Coz i cant lie 2 myself,i want her i think of her and shez da 1 i need
But now life's like so fucked
Pray hardly 2 my God 2pac
But ntg will help meEverythingz just driving me crazy
Besides her,ntg will change her mind
im still missing da good old time
Me n Her,used 2 believe together and happy forever
But i guess that only exists in my dreams
All i can do now is ntg,that's wad it seems
Maybe my heart is too fragile
Or maybe it's coz life is as bitter as fucking bile?
2 get her back i'd walk a thousand mile
I'd do anything 2 make her smile
I wish Me n Her can get da love agn and get wild
Wish and more wishes...2 make it happen ..how ?
She said me n her might get back but not now
But this shit is killing me right now
What should i do?well positive mind makes postive things happen
And 2 da Devil she mentioned,I hope you motherfucking burn
I hope i can get another chance
Coz me n her,i duwana juz be friends
I Hope from her i can get hugs and kisses
Hope and more Hopes if it wont happen isit coz of curses
But i guess is the things i've done
When i was moody maybe i used 2 darken her sun
But if i get another chance,girl i'll do anything for youBut...
ntg much i can do now just that i really really love you,and ntg's more fucking true

June 30th...lol Happy Birthday My Bday Gal..not mine actually

LoL My title isnt gonna be my main topic neway...but itz still gonna be her tho lol..Happy Bday =)...ish how many times i've said dat ??? lol...uhh well read my previous post ..June 28 Life Was Great Again...and now this...i cant blieve things changed this fast =s...she asked fo a break up and yea we broke up lol ntg much i can do about it...i dont even kno what was wrong...all i kno is i was very tired last nite so i couldnt talk much ...den went 2 sleep ...my father called me up bcoz some electrical problemz in my hse ...and i saw her msg ....lol she said she cant blieve after da great quarell we were juz happy fo 2dayz ???lol itz not we actually itz her ...i was very happy yesterday my life was soo wonderful since ..June 28???lol well now itz dooms day again ...needa loose my love again ..Lost and Found and Lost ..i hope ther will be anotha Found lol...suprisingly i didnt have any feelings las nite ....i was juz like ...WTF is happening =s...cuz u can c ...u can go read her testi fo me in my friendster ...itz juz like ..29th???lol yea..and last nite she said she'd be mine fo a year therz no prob ...but an hr later lol things changed...she juz duwana be mine fo anotha day...i dunno wad im feeling now lol coz i really luv her alot ..and alot ..and alot and alot ..........and i never ever wanna loose her =(.... but datz life my 1st reaction after she sent me dat break up msg...my heart was like beating damn fast....damn paranoid and my hands were keep shaking...like i hav some mad cow disease or something...but i guess i still can take it ...hope so lol...wtf happened???wadz wrong ??God you can take anything away from me i just want my baby girl back ...please God ..juz 1 wish itz da 1st time i beg you in 15yrs...shez juz ..everything 2 me ....but ...my mind is so f-ed up now lol dun even kno wad im thinking ....but gal pls gimme anotha chance if itz possible....please

June 28...Lifez Great Again =)

LoL ...12am ++ received an unexpected but yet a very great call ...from my baby gal that she told me everything's alrite once again ...da bez thing dat could happen 2 me lol...talked wit her ...den slept ...lol woke up and went 2 skool .ntg special happened in skool tho xcept i was kinda crappy =p ...wad 2 do ???was in a good mood wert lol...Life's sorta perfect for me now...coz i got almoz everthing i want now =) 1.My Baby Girl,2.An I-pod,3.An on9 game 2 play(ive been searching fo a few months d ...ok now i found 1 lol) 4.Im feeling sexy =p..dun ask me why lol...hmm wad else i need??oo yea more money =p coz im kinda broke now ...and new HP lol...after skool had tuition den went 2 1-stop lol ..nop dis time i dont buy Audio CD's anymore ...coz im broke =p ...cant afford any more unecessary expenditure...lol...at nite played GunZ on9 lol ...up 2 level hahaha ish im soo good in sword fight but suxx 2 da maxx in Gun Fight =s LOL...and 2day is 2months annivesary with my baby gal =p ...luv u lotz =)...and foreva

Songz Of D Day:
Aaliyah-Rock The Boat(remix)...Aaliyah-Miss You...Mariah Carey ft. Jadakiss-We Belong Together(Dj Clue Remix)...Cassidy feat Mashonda-Cant Get No Better

June 27 ....im sexier =p

Didnt go 2 skool 2day lol ..WHY????coz im lazy datz why ...how honest m i yea ??? =p...woke up and was thinking abt her in bed(dun think dirty =p) lol a lil bit crying =/ den no more ...lol woke up and read my blog archives frm April to May...lol ...good old times ...miss em lotz ...wish dat i can hv dat kinda time agn lol...hahahha and im sexier now LOL ...i meant my eyes thankz 2 some crying ...wooooahhhh im so sexy now =p ...lol yes im serious...lol now im an arrogant piece of ass =p...but my ass aint sexy tho ...hmm ntg much 2 do actually ...i was lying in my bed da whole afternoon and listen 2 songs lol...wad a nice past time ...NOT REALLY lol...den found a very interesting on9 game "GunZ The Duel" or something lidat lol ...kinda fun and kept me away frm boredom atleast =)...and while i was playin i saw a username dat made me laugh my ass off lol "Bulukalaw" why isit funny??well itz not reli funny but BULU(Malay) KALAW(Hokkien)...made me laugh...and talk about laugh i still needa mention Alvin lol i thought of him this afternoon too and i was laughing 2 myself lol funny guy...and i found out dat my sis is quite a joker too...she can make me laugh =)....hmm 2more dayz 2 go lol waiting fo d answer,while everysingle second my heart beats faster..........bye guyz

Songz of D Day:
Tony Yayo-So Seductive...Hollaback Girl-Gwen Stefani(Young Blaze Remix)....Im Gon Change-Omarion...
Frm the J to the A to the K to the E,Im The Big Fat Dirty Dragon of the N-Y-C Cartoon's theme song

No Longer Moody ...But Still Kinda Sad lol

Yea...woke up dis morning and realised that im kinda sad when i think back of some good old times with her ...ishh miss those times ...ima list down some good old times that i miss da moz and wish they could juz come back 2 me...

A period of time in my life that i miss the most:20++ March 2005 -- May ++ 2005
LoL yea i miss the time b4 me n her started the most...coz that time was like so magical,and every sms frm her that time was like so full with unexpected love that can make me really really and i mean very happy...That time was soo wonderful...only if time could go back...and i think of April 2nd(not sure bout da date) whenever i pass St.Xaviers coz i went 2 a campfire with her that day...even tho me n her was juz friends that time but i felt something real special fo her...and i didnt realise that i ordy like her alot that time...and also the 1st time i went 2 her hse...thatz when i 1st hold her hands.....................

A Day in My Life That I Miss The Most:03/06/2005
Why??Coz i spent about 10hrs with her that day..and alot of good things happened between me n her...and our feelings were like so strong...ishh i miss the taxi and star counting ...oni if i had the chance 2 do dat agn ...

A Bus Ride In My Life That I Miss The Most:The 1 that me n her went 2 her fren's party
Why isit so special ??lol the way she held my hands the way she put her head on my shoulder that time....i cant even describe da feeling

A Movie That I Miss The Most: Star Wars Episode III
LoL ...Cinema 8 Sits 22/23...thats where me n her had our 1st kiss ..when ???while watching star wars episode III...

LoL weird

LoL im back ...the better me =p

ive promised myself dat i will change ....and i did =) and hav done changing lol ...that moody fucking brian died...aww dont be sad when i tell u da story aite??he fucked a prostitude den got tested positive fo HIV and was declared dead 5 pm June 25th 2005....aww pity him =( ...but im glad he died lol ....he took away my luv hez a s2pid FOOOL!!! lol...hope his soul wont haunt me lol..hmm even tho this doesnt mean that she will luv me back,but hopefully she will...but dont reli wana care anymore coz if things wana happen dey are gonna happen no matter wad therz ntg dat i can change...lol infact the more i try the more it backfires me...i still hope that she will luv me back tho coz i still luv her alot but if she wont well ....i still needa move on lol hmm ther's some ppl dat i wana thank for making me happy when im sad

Alvin:hahahhaah funny lil guy ...i can even laugh sometimes when i juz think of him ...hez da oni1 dat can make me laugh my ass off and i think im in luv wit him =p hez da true THE MEN's MAN LOL ...but i dun think dat im gay lol hopefully not

Zanne:thankz for listen 2 me when im sad my darling mammy=p ...and giv me advices lol and u dont get too mad at em k =s ???

Gloria:thankz for ur concern sis and thankz for accompany me yesterday ...=)

Allen:thankz fo listen 2 me too lol ...luv u my boy =p

Choot:LoL yea u do make me happy ...u dont make me sad is me that think of things that make me moody...still luving u lotz =) and u're still my baby gal =p

Songz Fo D Dayz:
Just A Lil Bit-50 cent ....Ass Like That-Eminem...Right Thurr-Chingy,One Call Away-Chingy,Holidae Inn-Chingy feat. Ludacris&Snoop Dogg....Rock Ya Body-Fat Joe...Freestylers-Bomfunk MC's...
Hate it Or Love It(G-unit Remix)...B-boy Stance-Cassidy....lol now that im back,rap music is back 2 dominate my playlists =p...and fuck all those PoP,Country and Soft Rock shitz sissy music

LoL

I never kno how much i love u even tho i kno itz alot,
But i realised that itz more than what i thought
I kno how much u mean 2 me when my tears drop
I wanted it 2 stop but somehow it juz wont stop
I kno for the past few weeks i've been acting like a jerk
I was like very moody and i was cold like an iceberg
I knew,i knew that that will change ur feelings 2wards me
I knew that will make u feel dissapointed of me
I knew the 1 that was wrong is me
I know the me that you love isnot the me in da past few week'
I know the me in the past few weeks made you sick
I know the me in the past few weeks change your love frm strong 2 weak
But girl i've promised myself i will change 2days ago and for u i will
Coz fo me besides my love for you ther aint ntg else thatz more real
Last time u're scared i hv lust for u instead of love
I was kinda confused too,until how much the thoughts of losing u weaken my nerve
I really hope that u'd love me back
i will change and in d future i wont act like a jerk asshole or a fag
I really really duwana loose you
But thers ntg i can do if itz gonna come true
There's ntg much i can do now,except 2 giv u my words
While wishing that our love wont fly away like those birds
Hoping that u'd gimme anotha chance
I promise u i'll start changing ......Hence

...

Sky is dark and was raining heavily 2day
Maybe coz there's something in my heart and it wana help me say
I've never been so sad in my life before
Sit down and keep thinking of you my heart gets sore
No more love for me ? I just cant accept the fact
But no matter what ur deicsion is i will respect
I jus keep thinking of u,and everysingle time my eyes get teary
Why??Why must this happens 2 me ?
Why ??why cant I be always happy ?
But i duwana be always happy,all i wan is her 2 luv me
I can sacrifice everything xcept my life fo her
You may think im lying but im very sincere
Fuck here comes the tears again
i'd giv her a love that could fal down like rain
God and Girl please gimme anotha chance 2 do that
I promise i'll be happy not moody and sad
Please ............

I've changed ????

Well 2 that question yes ...i quite changed lol
1.i used 2 listen to 2pac's songs 24/7 but fo d past few weeks i din reli listen 2 his songs
2.i used 2 luv rap music alot...but now not that much d
3.i used 2 think that only black ppl make good music,but now i listen 2 alotsa songs from white people

But i guess thatz juz some minor changes...the biggest change is like ...i've been quite moody fo d past few weeks ...and i didnt reli kno why lol ....lame isnt it ???But thatz da past ...i dun ever wana be lidat agn coz it hurts my life 2 da fullest ...made me loose some1 datz most important 2 me....lol FUCK THAT MOODY BRIAN ...FUCK HIM ........i hate him lol .... but well juz needa move on

LoL another boring day

Almost cant wake up this morning lol ...coz too sleepy i guess =s...and i was very very late fo skool ...arrived at skool hmm 8am i think ...some s2pid thoughts kinda bother me this morning so i was kinda moody frm da 1st till 3rd period ...but gambling saved my day ..gambled(is that d past tense for gamble???shit lol) wit my frenz and it was kinda fun...kept me away frm feeling moody,and my luck wasnt that bad dis morning lol i was winning like rm 55 but then lost it till rm22 =s ...ishh lol but atleast i still got rm22 for nothing ntg else special fo skool 2day i guess xcept gamble gamble and more gamble...went home ...and had tution and i didnt bring my ttn books bak frm skool lol so ther wasnt anything fo me 2 do fo d ttn 2day xcept 2 listen 2 his stories hahaha nice day of tuition....after that went 2 gp fo some1's bday a far relative of mine...me n my mum went n asked about prices for I-pod ...i wan da I-pod with 20Gigs but my mum said itz too expensive ..ish ..5GB or 6GB is surely not enough for me ...damn,ima try talk wit my father lol...after that didnt folo my mum,went 2 1-stop alone bought 3CDs...Michael Jackson Number Ones...lol yea MJ 4 Life =p...Aaliyah Greatest Hits...and Foo Fighters In Your Honour...then walked back 2 gurney and walked around wit my family ...i was so sleepy lol my eyes were like ...can close anytime......den went home and took a nap...i completed my downloads for 5 albums 2day lol...Keyshia Cole "The Way It Is"...Common "Be"...Mike Jones "Who is Mike Jones"...The Bravery "Bravery" and The Longest Yard soundtracks...thatz all for anotha boring day ...bye

Songz Fo D Day:
Akon-So Fly...Common-Go...Mike Jones-Back Then

LoL something important i forgot abt 2day

Got called 2 da discipline room agn ...coz i drew and so called conteng on some ...injection approval paper or wadeva dat paper is lol ...dont giv a F bout it...and dat fatt pig discipline teacher said she wana gimme a small demerit 2mro bcoz of dat ...isnt that lame ???well thatz skool...and thatz discipline...sucky isnt it??lol itz such a life fucker

22nd ...lol 2monthz since life changed

lol 22nd of a month is ..break up wit my ex's memorial day?? lol guess so...neway da horoscope said i'll have a great day 2day,finally ...coz for da last 5dayz i guess da s2pid thing said i'll have bad days and i think i had lol...arrived at skool late agn dis morning ...but never get caught =p...1period GEO followed by PM ...den PJ and i forgot 2 bring my PJ shirt lol ...who carez neway juz took off my shirt and played football wit d guyz...hey i was half naked ....sexy ??? lol nuhhh =p...and a s2pid guy said i have weird tits =s ...i think hez gay ...ishh ...den he said anotha fren of mine has black tits ???lol i duno wad da F is wrong wit dat guy...ntg else happened in skool i guess ...xcept my fren or my daddy kinda quarelled wit anotha fren of mine...ish but im sure dey will settle it out...after skool ...came home after fetching my cousin 2 his skool ...ate lunch had my bath and all those normal things den on9...and took a nap too lol fo abt 1hr...frm 4 30-5 30 and went fo a dnner at McD...datz all fo 2day i guess ...and i completed my downloads for 1 RnB+Rap and 2 RnB Albums and alot of songs frm "The Smashing Pumpkins" lol...Pretty Ricky-"Bluestars"(great album),Bobby Valentino-"Disturbing Tha Peace Presents Bobby Valentino"(very slow and sensual album) and Marques Houston-"Naked"...im downloading Keyshia Cole's "The Way It Is" now n i guess i can finish download da whole album soon lol ..never knew download a full album can be dis fast ...i guess frm now on i can save some money frm buying Audio CDs lol which is a good news coz im broke now...ok Bye =)

Songz of D Day:
Pretty Ricky-Grind With Me,Chevvy,Everybody Get Up....Bobby Valentino-Never Lonely,Down Low...Cassidy-B-boy Stance

Correction for my previous post

** 82 marks left for markah merit ....not markah khusus

Boring Day...21/6/2005

Lets start with yesterday,whcih was oso ..a boring day
Went 2 skool...got called 2 discipline room and da discipline teacher gave me a warning...bcoz i oni have 82marks left for markah khusus...and she said anotha demerit ima get detention..and she told me 2 CUT MY HAIR and show her orelse she will fucking cut it fo me ...now u c how sucky my school life it ??it's fucked...den went home watched some chinese show or movie and took a bath at 4pm ...and i got a headache bcoz of dat =s ...so i took a nap in d afternoon...till 7pm..i guess that's all for yesterday ..boring day...so now u c how boring my life is ??? LOL

Ok,2day
Went 2 skool and i was very late ..arrived at abt ...7 45..but ntg diff coz da teacher was absent i think...then got called 2 da discipline room agn by the fucking discipline teacher ...ish shez so bugging my life...and she said i needa cut my hair again...NOW U C HOW SUCKY MY SCHOOL LIFE IS ???U BETTER DO...AND ITZ REALLY FUCKED....then walked back 2 class,i scolded a guy pookie bcoz he annoyed me...maybe it was too loud thatz why da teacher gave me -2 demerit for swearing...s2pid teacher ..well POOKIE for the teacher 2 ...asshole...went home had tuition and tuition teacher once again told me about some theory about life and all those ...kinda fun and boring at d same time ....I GUESS...den took a nap again ...COZ IM SO FREAKING BORED ABOUT MY LIFE,IT'S KILLING ME...pookie =s....woke up ate my dnner...on9 again...off9...went 2 'sleep'...on9 and now im writing this .....ok bye

Songz of D Day:
Cassidy-B-boy Stance.....Bomfunk MC's-Freestyler

lol

LoL Feeling so much better now ...coz im starting 2 think that no matter how sucky my life is ...i still have a gf datz ...perfect fo me =)...she makes my life good ...and she makes me a lucky guy...love her lotz...besides that i wana say that ...Crazy Town rockk!!!!! lol bye

MY ENGLISH IS SCREWED

MY ENGLISH IS SCREWED AND MY GRAMMARS SUCK ...FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK .............................................FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

June ....18???Saturday

well yesterday ...bad day wit my gf =s but a good day wit my frenz...well i'll start wit da bad part...like wad i said in my previous post ...she needa go 2 some party 2day ..so cant spend lotsa time wit her...i dunno y but that kinda bothers me..den wanted 2 go 2 gurney erlier 2day so i can c her fo longer time =s ...but needed 2 fetch my cousins and their frenz =s made me late agn ...n i was quite pissed...was kinda moody wit her...lol dunno y da last 2 times i go out wit her ...i din reli touch her oso =s ...i guess shez wrong dat im hiao and i simply touch...same wit 2day...juz look at her ...and talked abit...and a goodbye kiss datz all...so i consider that as a bad day wit my gf...but IT IS a bad day lol but atleast i got 2 c her...after she went 2 some s2pid party...well itz not s2pid actually lol...walked around wit my frenz den juz sat down n talk..n talk more...till abt 5sumthing me alvin n koh how ate some waffles ...and after that me n allen bought some whisky+cola ...lol dat tastes quite nice...and went 2 my skool ..fo st john campfire...reached met up wit some frenz and walked around d skool chit-chat-ed....n...den sat down n watched performances...was quite fun actually ..and was quite boring oso =s LOL...talked wit allen oso besides watching d performances...went back at ...11 30...wanted 2 talk wit my gf but shez too tired =s ...ish i reli got no1 to talk to when i need some1 to talk with....my life suxx...and now im listening 2 a song ...itz chorus:CLOSER 2 DEATH..CLOSER 2 DEATH....well makes me think of negativ things...kinda lazy 2 write d ...but blog is a kinda nice thing ...atleast i can 'talk' wit it when i hv no1 to talk to...

FAILURE

FAILED lol
I promised myself not 2 b moody agn after holidays well failed...juz coz i cant c my baby gal thz sat...mayb i juz miss her too much n wanted 2 spend my day wit her but i cant...but lifez like dat not dat always things will go our way rite?dun get misunderstood that im angry at her coz she needa attend party...im juz sad dat things wont go my way n needa miss her fo 1 more???or mayb 2more weeks...hope things will go my way soon n no more moody fo me

Wednesday ...June 15

Yesterday,ntg special except i failed my BM bcoz of da fucking bitch teacher lol ..gave me 11/30 for my markah khusus ..damn ass bitch lol...and my bro bought some sea monkeys =s wadeva that is i dun giv a f abt it...hmm refreshed my old childhood memories wit Aqua's songz lol ..u kno??the Barbie Girl song ? lol ..yea moz of da ppl will kno i guess =s coz dey were quite famous for that "Barbie Girl" song...and wad a great news for yesterday lol ..Michael Jackson NOT Guilty on All Charges !!!!

Didnt go 2 skool 2day ...coz of my laziness =p ...lol and slight headache ...so i slept till 1 15pm...ate my lunch afterdat...after lunch on9 and searched fo some info...and downloaded lotsa songz ...i guess i was juz too boring lol...asked my sis Gloria abt how 2 change the template thing of blog site ...hmm well i tried 2 change a few times ...but all got f-ed up =s so i ended up using da same template...da normal 1 lol ..well i'l keep trying...i guess thatz all fo 2day...bye ..

Songz of D Day:
Waste of My Time,Drowning,Hurt You So Bad--Crazy Town.......
Sleep now in the Fire-Rage Against The Machine......

Questions and Answers

Do u like 2 smile?
.:lol evry1 luvs 2 smile rite =s ?

Do u love music?
.: hell yea =)...

Who do u share all of ur most personal secretswith?
.: secret ??hmm my baby ...Allen my gayboy =p...and sometimes Zanne my darling mammy??

Do u love to shop?
.: LoL yea ...and i duno how 2 spend my money wisely

If u were given a chance to buy anything u want inthe world what would it be?.:
Nice Clothes Pants ...lol watches accesories ...shoes ..Cars...PSP/3...and alot of Audio CDs and DVDs ...this question is making me dream

The most:
a) grossest thing u ever heard?
.:I Love you frm a gay 2 a gay in a VERY VERY GAY way

b) yummiest thing u ever ate?
.: lol chocolate cakes ???ice creams ...lotz more

c) cutest boy/girl ever saw?
.: cutest girl...my baby gal...boy??my brother =)

If u were given a chance to rule a country,whatwould it be?
.: AmeRicA....

The time you're confused the most?
:.hmmm when im consfused

Things that would make u like a guy/girl?
.: her physical appearance..and personality...


Are u always happy
.: yes i guess ??? lol sometimes im not

Are u easily jealous?
.:Sometimes yes lol

Do you share drinks with a boy/girl?
Why not ??lol

Are u noisy?.:
most of da time ..no

Do u noe how to rollerblade?
.: Nop

Do u like to give hugs?
.:lol yea ...2 my frenz family and my gf

Do u noe how to ice skate?
.: nop

Do u prefer guys/girls who curse or a guy/girlwho loves to touch u?
Touch me =p

Are u a goody-goody or a notty kid?
.: notty in a good way =p

Do you think of your future?.:
yea sumtimes im kinda worry abt my future lol

Do you easily fall in love?.:
nop

Are you addicted to something now?
.: hmmm ..Crazy Town lol...and my computer ...BearShare =p

Did you u get pissed or pleased when peoplegave you a surprising moment?
.: Suprising Moment??lol dpenz moz of da time i'l be happy

Are u a complicated person?
:Quite lol ...im a weird person

13/5/05 ...Bye Holidayz..

Monday,School re-opens after 2 weeks of holidays...still feel kinda weird abt goin 2 skool coz i still hav my holiday mood in me lol...hope 2 get rid of it soon ..*shoo go away u holiday mood*...i was late fo skool agn lol as usual ..but wasnt that late ..was juz late fo abt 2mins ???and that's not late fo me :p...as soon as i arrived in my classroom my frenz said i grew taller ...hmm isit ??? lol i dun think so...well who cares ...i dun care about my height anymore lol...after awhile my KH teacher came in2 my class ...and gave us da results fo d exam ...hmm not that bad after all lol 44/70 + ??/30 (markah khusus that still duno yet)...compare 2 30/100 of my previous exam ...lotsa improvement rite ??? :p ...lol coz i copied most of my frens answers ...ooopz..nuhh nvm my teacher wont view my blog so she wont know...I am very satisfied with my KH results lol...after that is SEJ ...the teacher gave us da results oso ..hmm same with my KH ..44/70 //dis im kinda dissapointed lol coz i studied alot of SEJ and all i got fo exam is 44/70...ishh i could've done better lol ...but who cares??itz still not that bad lol..After SEJ is ...ish i forget d :S...hmm lemme think lol...oo yea ENG...that s2pid teacher came in2 class lol and bullshited alot of bullshits ...shez so annoying =s as an English teacher lol and she never help me 2 improve my english ...ooopz ...nvm she wont view my Blog oso lol..and she didnt giv me da results ...but hmm im not that optimistic about my english results fo dis exam ..bcoz ima get very low for my Markah Khusus ...soo practically i dont put hopes on my english anymore lol but of coz i can get as high as possible..after english ...hmm Moral lol ....teacher absent ..so i walked around the skool wit my frens ...after that got called in2 Discipline Room ..for some ponteng i did b4 holidays lol ...but im smart =p gave a good excuse and ntg happened 2 me...even tho da excuse was lame but the discipline teacher accepted it ..hmm mayb she juz wana c me ??? lol crap im crapping ...after that ...Recess...chit-chat-ed wit my frens lol damn my "daddy" chingy got 63/70 for his english and 47/50 for his essay ...thatz ..excellent..but his english is very good neway lol congratz dad...after recess ...Chinese lol ..i got 41/70 for my chinese ...thats good enuff fo me lol coz i never hope on my chinese 2 get high marks...after chinese ...Seni lol teacher absent ...some cute teacher went in and gave us some colours and told us 2 relate the colours wit things ...hmm i somehow related pink with hot sexy and sex =p...lol thatz me ...and Black ..i related black with Rap Music and Racism...a fresh 1 fo da teacher ..according 2 her lol ...but hey Black and Rap Music are closely related =s ...wadz so fresh about that huh ?? lol ..Green..ntg special lol i juz tot of Mother Nature that's all ...Red-Hott and Cool lol and Alvin =p ...but i din giv da teacher that answer tho coz i kno she'd misunderstand the alvin that i tot of as anotha alvin in my class lol...Brown-i tot of Shit lol ...hey shit is brown rite?? and James Brown lol ...and thatz fresh fo my teacher too =p..lol that was an interesting period of "Art" coz da teacher said my imagination is weird lol i take that as a compliment of coz =)...after art ..BM ..teacher absent agn so walked aroudn n talked 2 my frens and drew a few small pieces and i hope they can insipre somehow nex time when i wana draw a big piece lol... MM ...ish i got 27/70 fo my maths lol and 28/30 fo itz markah khusus but hey i see improvement =p even tho im not that satisfy wit it...after maths well is time 2 go home...ate ..took a bath and coz my internet connexion was F-ed juz now so i took a nap ...a long nap ...till my mum called me up 2 eat my burger lol ...den i played wit my dog ...ish my dog is so hyper active...hmm den now im doing this lol i guess that's all lol...holiday ended and its skool days agn lol ...kinda worry abt my skool days..Proj..homeworks and lotsa things i havent done yet ...but hmm happy go lucky i guess ??? lol yea ..bye guyz..and it was a happy skool day

Song/s fo the Day:
Butterfly-Crazy Town...Drowning-Crazy Town...La Tortura-Shakira feat. Alejandro Sanz

Current Addict/s:
Crazy Town!!! too bad they broke up ..i hope they reunion someday lol

Holidayz

Hmm lets start frm ...Friday of d 1st week lol

1st Friday(03/06/05):Not quite sure abt da date tho lol ...hmm dat day ...bathed and went 2 gurney as usual...1st ...met up wit my gf den ...emt up wit my fren and his ex and sat at McD doing ntg ..whcih was kinda boring...hmmm after ..awhile lol quite long ...left McD and go walk around...hmm and went 2 somewher private =s wit my gf ...quite private i guess lol...at ther ..hmm wad did i do?? oo yea da 3 T's ...Talk,Touch and Taxi Counting...lol lame...talk ...abt bullshits ...touch...juz like all couples do...and Taxi Counting lol ...well da rule is if therz 22 Taxi's my baby needa kiss me lol ...but 22 wasnt a lucky number that day..afterdat hmm played pool wit my baby girl...lol hey i lost once 2 her =) ...coz i wasnt focus wad =p ...i was bzy looking at her ass =p ...ooopz...after pool ...hmm went 2 da kinda private place agn ...and did da same thing ...till abt 6 30 ??and walked 2 1-stop to meet up wit da rest of my frenz...coz we wana go 2 some teen dance thing at PSC...hmm afterdat we got split up i guess...Alvin and the rest in a group and ...Chingy,my gf and me in anotha group ....hmm we went 2 eat some ..steamboat thing =s ???lol yea wasnt quite a nice meal lol but my baby girl made it one of da bez meal tho =p ...hmm after met up wit Allen and my gf's fren ...we took a bus to ..PSC...we were suppose 2 dance in d dancehall or something ....but instead my n my gf went 2 beach ..juz sit down n talk lol and her fren 2 ...hmm i got my goodnight and goodbye kisses =)...after sometime ..hmm i went 2 i met up once agn wit my frenz and went 2 howen's hse ...while my gf and her fren went home ...hmm3/6/05 ...the best day of d holiday ...coz i get 2 spend my wholeday wit my baby gal lol...

1st Saturday(4/6/05):hmmm start frm 12 am lol ..after bathed and all those ...me n my frens walked 2 Craven Cafe fo a supper frm Howen's hse...well ntg much 2 eat xcept Roti Canai ...after eating walked back...and watched some horror movies...i din reli watch tho i was asleep fo moz of d time...but horror movies are kinda funny sometimes ...LOL...and watched a s2pid comedy after day ...which was kinda nice in my p.o.v ......hmm after dat slept till 11am ???den took a bath ate lunch at howenz hse...and went 2 gurney at 3pm i guess ...gp..walked around which was kinda boring ...met up wit my other frenz...stayed ther until ..6++ and took a bus to Crown Prince ...for some Beach Barbeque of my gf lol ...i tot it'd be a great nite ...but it didnt turn up dat well tho ...pretty bad =s ...thankz 2 my parenz lol keep calling me till i get pissed off...ish and i was kinda moody and i think i pissed my gf off or something lol ...wasnt a great nite ...and wasnt a great day...hmm went 2 allenz hse fo an overnite after da bbq thing

1st Sunday(5/6/05):hmm i was at allenz hse ...he showed me his pieces we talked abt things and then went 2 sleep lol ...woke up at abt ...11am..clean myself up and all those and went home lol...i went 2 1-stop fo while without went home tho...hmm i was kinda tired dat day lol so stayeds at home ..downloaded lotsa songz...on9...surf da web ..and ...went 2 sleep ..normal day but it wasnt boring tho lol

2nd Monday(6/6/05):a bad day lol ...went 2 gurney agn ...met up wit my gf ...kinda met up lol...even tho we were ther fo d whole afternoon but ..din talk much tho ...i duno wad was wrong wit me lol ...i played lotsa pool dat day wit my cousinz n frenz lol while she was wit her ...bez fren lol...hmm not a good day lol ..*skip*

2nd Tuesday(7/6/05):Went 2 gurney agn..met up wit my old good fren coz he came back frm singapore had lunch wit him ....den i spent da rest of my day wit my cousin and cousin's cousin lol ..and er my cousin's ex oso =s ...played lotsa pool agn dat day ..and arcade...my couz told me 2 go to some scout campfire wit her at nite ...i went 2 dat campfire at abt ...9pm ???met up wit other frenz and had some probz goin in my skool fo d campfire lol thankz 2 da help frm my couz we got in...was very boring and i stayed ther fo abt 1hr b4 i went home

2nd Wednesday(8/6/05):Hmmm dun reli remember abt dat wednesday =s ...all i kno is err my baby girl went 2 Kuching that day..so i cant c her anymroe fo d rest of my holiday...which is a sad thing...den talked 2 her on da phone at nite ...da hp line ther kinda sucky lol datz why da fon kept getting dc...had a kinda nice talk tho lol ...and that's when i started 2 call my gf ..my baby girl =) ...

2nd Thursday(9/6/05):hmm thursday wad happened =s ...dun reli remember lol was a very normal day i guess ...went 2 gp agn wit my cousin ...and played wit her and all those...then talked wit my gf on da phone fo da last time fo d holidayz i guess lol...lol i was missing her badly =s and cant wait 2 c her agn...datz all for this normal and boring day lol

2nd Friday(10/6/05):went 2 gurney lol wit my "daddy"(Chingy)...b4 dat i din c him fo quite a feew dayz lol kinda missed him =p...played pool wit him...and then went 2 Bum City lol sat ther and talked until Allen came...hmm i was walking around wit him i guess...arcade and all those ...until 6something and met up wit d others agn...had dinner talked and laughed alot...den went 2 Gurney Drive ...and talked n laughed more ...itz nice 2 talk and laugh wit frenz lol..till 9pm and went back...at nite i watched a movie lol "Duplex" ...thatz a decent movie wit kidna s2pid plot lol...missed my baby gal alot

2nd Saturday(11/6/05):went 2 gurney agn met up wit frenz played pool ...went fo d pet fiesta ...saw some cute dogs den went 2 7th floor agn ...walked around ...played pool agn b4 went 2 eat wit Howen...hmm wadelse ???ooo yea met up wit frenz agn ...den was kinda split up lol i was wit allen ...while d otherz ...duno where were they...lol and allen was supposed 2 hav a date...but things din work out his way i guess lol...walked around and talked wit ppl agn afterdat ...met a few new frenz ...and that was a kinda nice day lol...missed my baby gal alot agn lol

2nd Sunday(12/6/05):lol 2day da last day of d holidayz ...ish ..i hate skool =s but still needa go after 2day woke up kinda late ...and my cousin took me out wit my fatherz car...went 2 prangin ...watched "Mr n Mrs Smith" which is a very nice movie ...one of da bez movie i've ever seen lol coz i luv da plot...went 2 1-stop afterdat...played at d arade fo abt 2hrs ...den i looked around at some CD shops...i found Crazy Town CD's ...im kinda happy coz of dat lol i luv Crazy Town =)...wasted alot of money fo dat tho lol ...bought a few of other CDs oso...den ate dnner wit my cousin at Tg Bungah b4 went back home ...hmm after bathing and all those im here updating my blog lol...datz all ...ish ..needa get rid of my holiday mood ...bye guyz ...

Songz fo D Holidayz:

Be Yourself-Audioslave....We Believe-Good Charlotte ...We Belong Together-Mariah Carey...Butterfly-Crazy Town...Revolving Door-Crazy Town...La Tortura-Shakira...Grind With Me-Pretty Ricky...The Hand That Feeds-Nine Inch Nails...You and Me-Lifehouse...Collide-Howieday...Honest Mistake-The Bravery...U Already Know(remix)-112 feat Ja Rule.......and lotzz more