26/27 Oct

26 Oct:
My dad fetched my baby bak from skool and i went 2 her hse fo sleep over ...she cooked tom yam mee fo me lol ...was nice tho den watched one tree hill ..i didnt reli watch neway lol..huggin kissin and etc etc den took our bath and watched lion king...damn nice movie lol ..i like the names ..MUFASA ..RAFIKI...then went 2 her room and sleep lol

27 Oct:
Woke up at my baby's hse ...kissed my baby goodmorning den took some time fo me 2 jump outta bed lol afterdat bathed and she cooked mushroom soup + macarone (how 2 spell this thing?)...after that lunch my mum fetched my baby 2 skool and fetched me home ...went 2 1-stop wit my mum afterdat ..ate Dave's Deli and walked around ...lol bought "Destiny's Child Greatest Hits (#1's)"...its a kinda good album 2 buy lol their songs are kinda nice ...went home and took a short nap ...dats all i guess lol ...bye guys muakz love ya lotz baby =)

Plans fo 2moro:
Go Gurney and Hip-Hop Party afterdat ...gonna stay over at some1's hse 2moro lol...gonna be lotsa fun i guess

Songs that stuck in my head 2day:
Rhymefest feat. Kanye West -Brand New
Young Jeezy feat. Mannie Fresh -And Then What
Beyonce feat. Slim Thug -Check On It
Amerie feat. T.I -Touch (Remix)
Black Eyed Peas -My Humps

Life Ater PMR

Promised my baby 2 update my blog...so now i am ...updating it lol

Life after PMR,ima make it simple

New Loves:
1.Warcraft Dota
-Started playin 2weeks ago and kinda addicted 2 it lol ...been playin alot fo da past 2 weeks ...even tho i still suck at it but im improvin =) atleast i can get some kills now ...still finding how 2 use Intelligent Heroes tho,i oni kno how 2 use Strengh and Agility Heroes

2.Foosball
-Kinda bored of snooker and pool d so i tried foosball with my frens ...it's cheaper and kinda fun too lol still not good at it but improvin too lol ...will be good at it someday...lol and my baby can beat me in foosball =s she's kinda good lol but im still better hahahaha

3.1-Stop
-Now i go 2 1-stop more than gurney lol coz of Evo III (Internet Cafe)

4.Snooker:
-I play snooker instead of pool now =)

Things that I still love/"Re-love":
1.My Baby
-Still loving my baby like always after PMR =)...and always will

2.Rock Music
-Yes i do listen 2 rock music now lol

3.The Rasmus
-A rock band from Finland ...used 2 love em alot last yr when they released their "Dead Letters" album...but kinda forgot bout em d dis yr ...until they released their latest album "Hide From The Sun" which is a very nice album too ...i like their songs alot

4.Gunbound
Started playin gunbound again after stop playin it fo 1yr ++ ...kinda noob now but still have some skills lol ...new ID:TheBlykz ...made a new ID coz i forgot the password of my old ID

Holiday Plans:
-Train my DotA
-Train snooker
-Train Foosball
-Get to know more people
-Enjoy Life
-Spend alotta time with my baby =)

LoL alotta things 2 train...hope i can be good in those things soon

Happy 2moro

Lazy 2 blog so decided 2 post this Survey/Qz and Anz or wadeva this is lol

Seven things that scares me
-The fact that im not perfect lol
-When I think of my future
-Death
-Loose ppl I love (esp.my baby)
-A boring life
-Fucking weird insects
-Bad things

Seven things that I like/love
-My Baby
-My Friends
-My Family
-Music
-My Computer
-Money
-Myself

Seven important things in my room
-Computer
-Money?
-My Clothes and Pants
-Duckie
-My Bed
-Books (they're important i guess =s lol)
-CDs

Seven random facts about me
-Loves My Baby
-Loves Sexy Gals
-Download songs everyday
-Lame
-Sex Freak ...well not reli a freak lol
-Quite outgoing
-A Lazy Guy

Seven things I plan to do before I die
-To record a rap/RnB album of my own..or mayb rock?wadeva lol im ok wit everything except Techno
-Get myself my dream house
-Get myself my dream cars
-Get myself my dream gal...i ordy hav her =)
-Travel around the world
-Meet some celebrities
-Have a good sex life ;-)

Seven things I can do
-Whack my head real hard
-Say the word fuck real loud
-Get real pissed
-Love some1 real lots
-Eat real fast
-Sing real normal
-Draw real lame

Seven things I can't do
-Fuck Myself
-Try 2 be gay
-Try 2 be a gal
-Love a fat girl ...and i dun have anything against fat ppl ...I SWEAR
-Kill some1
-Share things i love wit other ppl ...YEA I KNO IM SELFISH lol
-Get 8A's fo my PMR...or mayb i can???lol i dunno

Seven things I say the most
-LOL
-Fuck
-Love You Baby
-Hey
-Bye
-Baby
-Really?

2nd Week Of October

lol ok ...dis week ..

Monday:1st Day Of PMR
Had 2 BM papers ???it was ok i guess =s lol hopefully i can get A fo my BM ...and spent the rest of that day studyin my science....

Tuesday:
2nd day of pmr ...had english and science papers ??? english paper 1 was easy =) but paper 2 not so good but still can get an A i guess ...and science ...paper 1 was easy too but paper 2 wasnt ...ishh duno if i can get A fo my science

Wednesday:
No PMR,No skool bcoz of da Malay Puasa Shit

Thursday:
3rd day of PMR ...Maths and SEJ paper...i was so happy when i was doin maths paper 1 bcoz it was easy and i tot i got my A d ...but paper 2 was hard and i didnt reli kno how 2 do ishh....lol den SEJ was harder den wad i expected fucking shit lol ...went home took a bath den baby came 2 my home =) ...spent some good time wit him lol and she saw my lil duckie pet toy dat ive since i was 2??? lol she said itz cute hehe and dat lil duckie is goin 2 stay wit her fo d nex month ...lucky duck =p ...afterdat terrence fetched me n baby and had BBQ Steamboat dinner at duno wher lol...den datz all lol

Friday:
Dont reli remember wad happened dat day lol ..No Skool No PMR dat day ...went 2 1-stop wit my bro and bought some DVDs :The Man,Brothers Grimm,Final Fantasy 7,Deuce Bigalow:European Gigolo and Underclass Man..

Watched Deuce Bigalow and Underclassman at nite....movie review:

Deuce Bigalow:European Gigolo
A very nice movie funny and interesting lol with those gigolos shits and all those and gal wit penis on her face and err ...other lame shits lol but they kno how 2 make da movie till it seems not dat lame ...a 5 outta 5 movie =) nice nice nice every1 shud watch this movie

Underclassman
A Nick Cannon's movie lol its nice with action and kinda funny too ...nick cannon is cute =) another nice movie lol ...

Saturday:
Went 2 gp den had lunch wit my dad at Nando's ...den met up wit my cousin at redspot and played pool wit Terrence ...den walked around wit my cousin ....until 5++ met up wit Beh and ET and played snooker wit em ...den pool ...went 2 1-stop afterdat ...ET bought his helmet ...den walked back 2 Gurney fo dinner at d Food Court ....den watched those breakers spin and jump and bla bla bla lol went back wit my cousins afterdat not reli a good day coz my baby didnt go 2 GP =(

Sunday:
Woke up den started 2 play X-Men Legends II wit my bro ...until 2pm den i had lunch and took my bath bcoz my baby called me n say wana go watch Sky High at 4 45 ...Terrence came n fetch me at 3pm den fetched my baby and her cousin ...den went 2 gp and bought the tickets ...felt kinda weird tho coz her cousin was ther mayb that made me feel kinda ...not so good?? lol yea ...den i went 2 Cold Storage 2 buy drinks and den errm went back 2 GSC and saw Nicholas and Hf...lol Nicholas is kinda mad ...leg like dat still can go 2 GP just 2 c his gf ...hmm not bad huh ??? lol den watched a movie and atleast i got 2 sit beside my baby lol ....den walked around and had lunch wit terrence and his sis lol ...ok datz all ...lazy 2 blog d =s ...bye guys and muakz love ya lotz baby =)

1 day b4 PMR

oo no updates frm me fo da past 2 weekz lol and da simple reason is ive been so damn busy studyin fo da past 2 weeks till no time 2 update my blog ...YEAH! =) oook fo da past 2 weekz ...STUDY STUDY ONLINE ONLIE EVERYDAY and TALK 2 MY BABY AND LOVE MY BABY EVERYDAY ...and bla bla bla ntg special ..den yesterday ...

SATURDAY 1ST OF OCTOBER:
Went 2 gp at 2++ waited fo my baby till 3pm ...den went 2 watch "Into The Blue" okok movie review:
"Into The Blue"
Rating:4 out of 5
Why 4:Itz not 5 because i wana c more scene of Jessica Alba in swimsuit =) and the other gal is hott too ...Ashley something lol
Comments:Overall kinda fun movie and exciting and good =) the only reason i couldnt wait 2 watch it is ...Jessica Alba lol ...

ok den watched til halfway my baby suddenly cried ...den asked her why she said she oso duno...STUPID STUPID lol i was so freak out ...after the movie walked around wit my baby's fren:Terrence and Lynn??? lol wadeva ...ate at McD...den walked around and played foosball...wit my baby and her frenz ...lol me n my baby were on the same team ..and of coz we won lol ...skillfull =p...my foosball sucks shitz neway lol i duno how 2 play dat thing ...wana learn in d holz...den spent some good private time with my baby till 8 ++ and ate dinner and Kim Gary or wadeva shit lol ...den walked around agn and thatz the end of a good day =)

SATURDAY 2nd OCTOBER:
After lunch at home my cousin fetched me 2 GP...and bought tickets fo "Sky High" and saw my baby ...den walked around wit my bro and cousin ..and played snooker wit my cousin ...no form 2day lol i lost ...hez not bad neway juz not as good as my another cousin lol ...den walked around ...and ate ice-cream at McD...den met up wit my baby and her frenz + cousin and walked around wit em ...went 2 coffee bean 1st den walked around coz her cousin wanted 2 shop fo clothes and ...duno wad lol ...den lol duno d all i kno is i didnt get 2 kiss my baby 2day lol and my baby look kinda tired 2day ...den watched "Sky High" lol i missed da 1st 30mins i guess...movie review:
"Sky High"
Rating: 4 outta 5
Why 4:Because no Jessica Alba lol juz kidding ...but yeah no sexy galz lol ...and i dunno =/ maybe it'll be better if itz not dat kiddy ...but kiddy isnt a bad thing neway,da movie is kinda fun and interesting too lol i like it ...and yea i love super heroes movie =/ am i childish ??? lol datz why im a fan of X-Men ...but i hate Spiderman and Batman

after that ate dinner wit my family at Gurney Drive ...went home ...and study more fo my science i hope i can get A fo my science ...den now im doing this ...okok PMR is TOMORROW ...wish me luck guyz =)

SEPTEMBER ONE-SEVEN 2005

My 15th bday =) lol ...went 2 my baby's hse (1pm-8 30pm) lol she gave me a kiss at her house door =) suprised lol...den sat down and watched tv lol ...and she was sexier den ever =) thankz 2 her sexy shirt and skirt lol made me horny only ...den hugged my baby kissed my baby and etc etc. lol ...it felt so good huggin her lol...den she cooked fo me ...maccarone(shit how 2 spell diz?)cheese and bolognaise(how 2 spell dis agn =/??) lol ate da food while watching the powerpuff girls and baby said she look like Bubbles(the blue 1) lol i think shez cuter ...den sat down hugged kissed and all those agn and took some picz lol ...den went 2 her room 2 upload da picz den hugged n kissed agn lol i kno i love huggin n kissin =)...and luckily my baby is just 32kg so i could carry her and walked around lol ...after that my frenz called me and asked me 2 go to a beach party so i went ...met up wit em at craven and ate 1st ...den went 2 da s2pid party ...and it was a kinda big party ..alotta ppl were ther lol ...den went home and ...my best bday ever =) thankz 2 my baby ...mmmmuakz had a great day lol

My Baby...

Baby,maybe im not the person that make u da happiest
But Im the guy whoz crazy over you,the craziest
Baby,I may not be the best guy out there
But for you I'll do anything i dont dare
Baby,I may not be the 1 for u in the eyes of ur friends
But I'll alwayz be number 1 among all of your fans
Baby,I may not be the most romantic guy on this earth
But im the guy who can give u the most ammount of love
Baby,sometimes we might make each other moody and sad
But decades later I'll reminisce and say ure the best gal I ever had
To make u happy I'll try me best
Till the day i succeed I wont stop trying,I wont rest
To make u happy,I may not be good in it
But baby girl I'll give you what you need
I'll give you all my love,I'll give u everything you want
Coz in my heart u're the only one ure the number one

Me n Rock Music

Rock Bands I Like:


There's alotta times i thought i'd never listen 2 rock music again coz i listen 2 Rap n RnB music alot and i meant damn lot lol ...but therz alwayz bands that will get me back 2 Rock Music ...letz start from da 1st time lol

The 1st time i thought i'd never listen 2 Rock Music again it was Green Day that brought me back 2 it ...that time i was listening alot to Ja Rule n Eminem...and didnt really listen to rock music which i once loved the most ...then duno why i started listenin to Green Day's American Idiot which is a good album and brought me back 2 listen 2 rock music ...after that i was listenin alot to Sum41,Good Charlotte and Velvet Revolver

2nd time,it was My Chemical Romance who brought me back 2 rock again lol...their song Helena caught my attention and i bought their album "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge" on the same day i bought 50 cent's "The Massacre" and ended up listenin 2 MCR's album alot and that time they werent even famous yet...but now they're like very famous d lol ..and 50 cent's Massacre???I oni touch that disc fo 3/4 times i guess lol...that time i was listenin alot to Audioslave too

3rd time, now itz Fall Out Boy ...their hit single "Sugar We're Goin Down" is blazin on alotta charts so i decided 2 download their album "Under The Cork Tree" which turned out 2 be good lol and now im listenin 2 rock again ...but i guess RnB and Rap Music will still be my main choice

Me n the X-Men

Bought a book of X-Men comic on friday and now im a big fan of X-Men ...but the comics are so fuckin expensive rm60 fo 1 book =/ i'll need rm1000++ to collect all ...well take some time i guess ...those picz are da chapterz dat ive..i like da artworkz but itz kinda weird dat all the female characterz hv extremely big boobz

Birthdayz and Dissapointmentz

My b'day is coming soon,and every year my birthdayz are full wit dissapointmentz coz every year i hope dat it will be a special and more meaningful birthday ....but everyday itz juz da same normal and meaningless day ..years after years ...this year could be a damn good birthday fo me coz my baby's mom is goin 2 duno wher n she said mayb i can go stay over her house or something ...and i got so happy and thought this will be da bez b'day in my life...but now her aunt wana stay over her house =/ ...therz goes my special,meaningful,happy birthday fo 2005........and i never get any good present for my birthdayz ...this year's not bad tho,my dad bought me an i-pod but itz true dat money cant buy happiness ...wad makes me happy is who im with on my b'day

My Blog Is Seriously ill

My blog is really sick .....thankz 2 sexually transmited disease i guess ...and may die soon ..and b4 he dies he wana say he loves Kanye West but he still needa admit that Brian is still a better guy.Itz so sick till it crap shitz like these ...*closez eyes and pray*

Weird

I've been moody fo d past 2hrs lol ...itz fuckin weird fo me coz i rarely got moody fo more den 30mins ...fuckin fever,fuckin bookz and fuckin ..my baby sent me an sms 2 tell me dat she wasnt wit her hp ..den felt better better ...but this sickness is still fuckin me...watched "Rebound" lol cute little kidz movie ...love it ...cheered me up alot and now im fine lol...thankz Martin Lawrence ..and dat actress is beautiful =)

Feelin so fucked up

I guess this is da worst saturday ever ...woke up at 7 ++ and my body was fuckin hot and was fuckin dizzy ...so ate panadol den slept agn ...woke up ...itz still da fuckin same ...den ate lunch and took anotha panadol ...den slept agn ...woke up ...was kinda moody bcoz thz fuckin fever makez me soo ...uncomfortable ...den sms-ed my baby was hoping that a reply from her will atleast make me feel better ..but i dunno y ..sent her 3 sms but she never replied =/ so i got even more moody ...haizz ...feelin so fucked up..and im havin trial exam and i cant fuckin study ...headache n no mood ...everything is soo fucking frustrating ...fucking shitz...and fuckin tears in my eyes ...thankz 2 all these fuckin frustration shitz ...but the good thing is i alwayz look sexy after cryin =/...but i dun even kno why therz tears lol

Trial Exam Day n Trial Exam Poemz

Trial exam 2day ...coz i finished the papers in short time so i had time 2 write lol ...Below are wad i wrote when every1 else was writing on their question paper lol

1.
Started 2 be with you 4monthz ago and that's too late
You're da gal in my life that i used 2 wait
I love you datz wad in my head
No matter love grows or fade
Loosing you is the thing i hate
I hope u'll forever be my soulmate
If you want u will alwayz be da oni gal i date
The things u duwana do now,I'll wait
Everything you do for me now,I appreciate
Every people i talk with or conversate
If they think u're not good I'll debate
As long as i have you i dont need no money no estate
To be with you is a better things than being the head of a state
Without you in my life gal,I'll be afraid
Coz without u my life wil be covered by a dark black shade
And nothing is more true than every i love you/i need you i said

2.
Im glad that you're my baby
To be with you no matter wad the challenges are,I'm ready
Yes i agree that sometimes we make each other moody
But Im sure that most of the time you make me happy
Gal i wana be ur baby,and dun worry u dont hav 2 change no nappy
All you have to do is be loved and love me
I realised how much i need you my baby
When all these people started 2 question me
Be with you is that wad really make me happy?
The answer is yes,coz without you ima go crazy
I'll have no moood 2 live life,I'll be lazy
Sometimes i may think no,but baby i was silly
Every moment spent wit u is the highlight of my life,gal thatz really
Really true,trally happy,really feel lucky and really glad 2 have you as my baby

September 01..A day

Went 2 skool in d morning,wasnt late lol ...damn im guai ...was sleepin during science and sej classes coz da teachers werent teaching neway lol..after that english period ...the teacher didnt teach oso but i couldnt sleep anymore ...soo i took out da excercise book which i use for pieces drawing and sketching ...drew 3 pieces of "Blykz" ..finally lol bcoz b4 dis i was drawing the name "Choot" all the time ...Blykz is back =)...but i never colour those pieces neway coz all of em are juz smal pieces lol ..i drew all of em fo da purpose of practice oni lol ...different stylez tho ...too bad i dun hv a digi cam lol ...after that recess and alotta ppl didnt go 2 skool 2day lol coz 2moro is da trial exam and im still here on9-ing lol..after skool ..went skool and had mathz tuition...lol finally i kno how 2 do all those algebraic shitz d ...IM SO SMART...2 learn how 2 do right b4 exam is a great thing ...coz itz good timing lol...after that bathed ...and my router is fucking burned so couldnt on9 till my cousin came n fixed it ...so i was playin pokemon cards wit my bro ...damn i still got the skillz =p im the card player LOL ...after that played badminton wit him ...lol of coz i was da winner agn ahahaha ...hmm 2day is kinda like Brother's Day lol ...after that sent my baby a report and she said it was bad ...so i sent anotha 1 lol ...den now im doing dis lol ...n downloaded 3 long anticipated albumz too..besides all that spent the wholeday missing and loving my baby =)

1.Late Registration-Kanye West
I love his unique self-produced soulful beats and his dope rhymes and lyrics ...hez da man ...and this album is great ...a 5 out of 5 rap album ...but if ure some1 who likes fast beat and club bangers den this is not the 1 fo u lol but this album sounds damn good fo me

2.Thoughts of a Predicate Felon-Tony Yayo
As a member of G-unit of coz he got supplies of great beats...nice catchy beats and featuring every member of G-unit and Eminem...this album is better den 50cent's "Get Rich Or Die Tryin" and "The Massacre" lol another 5 outta 5 rap album

3.Music of The Sun-Rihanna
Her sexy body caught my attention lol ..and she has a vocal like ...Christina Aguilera lol ..nice voice ...itz a 4 and a half outta 5 bcoz therz 1 or 2 songz that are nt dat nice in dis album ...but besides that 1 or 2 ..this album rockz

Songz of the Day:
Bow Wow feat. Omarion -Let Me Hold You
Fall Out Boy -Sugar,We're Going Down
Rihanna -Let Me,Thug In My Life
Kanye West -Heard Em Say(feat. Adam Levine)
Tony Yayo -So Seductive(feat. 50cent),Project Princess(feat, Jagged Edge)

29th ...Fucking Day

Letz start frm ...12am lol ...hmm my baby said her frenz asked her 2 break up wit me lol im so fuckin pissed of dat ...fuckin ppl theyre juz so fucked up ...they shud go fuck emselves...ok den morning went 2 skool..everything was ok until P.Seni ...that fucking teacher gave me a 8marks demerits...coz of some old h/w ....damn fuck...ok after that went home ..tot ntg could go wrong d ...but found that ther wasnt any sms frm my baby =/ itz supposed 2 be 1 sms in d morning everyday ...den i juz got so moody ...well it mayb juz a small thing but i take it seriously ..coz ...i dunno i think itz important ...till now im still moody ...and im supposed 2 study but ..another day 2 get moody till i cant get study ...and i juz woke up frm a 2hrs nap too ...it made my moood even worse ...after tht my baby called and said tht she forgot 2 sent me sms dis morning and said sorry lol ..hmm ok after that got all my mood back =) i kno im weird and crazy lol

2dayz pickz:
Fatty Koo-Bounce .....THIS SONG IS HOTT
Jadakiss-Why
Chingy feat. Janet Jackson - Dont Worry
Field Mob feat. Trina -Sick of Being Lonely (Remix)

Holidayz Beggining and End

1st day:20.08.2005 (Sat)
Well last saturday ...wasnt reli special ..went 2 gurney wit my frenz den met up wit my frenz was real bored and my baby told me dat she wont go 2 gurney soo it was even worse ...was walking around wit my frenz ..and yea was damn bored lol skip the boring part ...after that my baby called i think said that shez in gp ..but wit her cousin ..so walked around wit her and her cousin ...coz of her cousin i couldnt reli do anything lol xcept some hugging lol not even kiss ...after dat she went back wit her dad ...i stayed in gp wit my frenz den some galz asked us 2 watch mvie wit em so we did ...watched 'The Maid' which as a quite lame movie ..for me lol was laughing in the cinema and thatz da moz not scary h0rror movie i ever watched

2nd day:21.08.2005 (Sun)
Last Sunday,was supposed 2 be normal...had lunch wit my parenz den shopped wit my parenz ...but my baby called which was quite suprisingly asked if i can buy ticketz fo "Charlie and The Chocolate Factory"fo her and her family ...i was in gp neway so i did ...after that gave her the ticketz den waited fo her 2 finish her movie den walked around wit her ...and better den saturday i get 2 kiss her dat day lol mroe then dat.

3rd day:22.08.2005 (Mon)
Last monday was a day wit my baby was on a date wit her for the whole day well mayb not whole day lol 1 30pm-730pm i guess ...good enough ...watched bewitched with her da movie was ...quite ok lol was cute ...and hmm dat was da 2nd time i sit in a couple seat i guess lol was great neway ...after that had lunch in ...the hotdog shop???lol wait ...err da lunch is before the movie lol after the movie ...walked around agn ...was supposed 2 do some good things but then didnt ...so got me n her got moody fo awhile lol ...but after some talk everything got ok agn ...den played pool wit her coz she wanted 2 ..she isnt too bad was quite accurate lol had 3 nice games den went 2 do something fun =) wit her lol ...and get 2 kiss her and all those too ...was quite a nice day

4th day:23.08.2005 (Tue)
Ok didnt get to see her baby lol soo last tuesday was extra boring ..stayed at home had tuition den my cousin came 2 my hse i guess ...played games n crapped and all those and thtz all lol

5th day:24.08.2005 (Wed)
Went 2 my baby's hse wit taxi after my grandma dropped me n my cousins at gp ...lol helped her wit her moral project thing ...damn ...im good ..den watched tv wit her ...and those nice things lol but too bad her aunt was ther lol if not it couldve been better =p ...was ther till 5 45..den took a walk back 2 gp ...it was a 40mins walk lol ...wasnt too bad ...and no1 was in gp so i called my parenz and dey fetched me home ...lol

6th day:25.08.2005 (Thurs)
Another boring day ..and boring dayz gimme mood swings lol so i wasnt reli in a good mood ...had tuition den talked wit my baby fo quite long in d afternoon den ..dunno d lol was a real boring day

7th day:26.08.2005 (Fri)
Asked my baby out but she couldnt make it lol ...i was hoping damn hard dat she can make it but ......so i went wit my cousin lol walked around ..played alotta snooker dat day ..and had a great win in a 2 on 2 match which i tag team wit my cousin and our opponents were allen and his fren lol wasnt an easy game ...and i kinda sucked lol but still won ...lol den walked around and my cousin wanted 2 look fo galz but i guess ther wasnt much galz lol ...and he was like where are all the galz ?

8th day:27.08.2005 (Sat)
Asked my baby out ...and she made it ..watched "Red Eye" wit her ..and got couple seats agn lol ...and i wasnt horny ...datz weird ..after movie den went fo lunch in chopper board ...den she wanted 2 find her frenz so she did and i was quite pissed off lol and den she was quite pissed off too ...den she got moody and we sat on d stairs i was tryin 2 help her 2 get her mood back but failed so she told me 2 leave her alone and i did ...i was waiting fo her outside the stairs lol...after awhile i asked her if she got her moood back d n wana go hav dinner onot ...she said ok so walked 2 McD ...bought chicken burger and nuggets ...wasnt a bad dinner lol was lookin at her ..and she got her mood back ..so was good lol ...den she met her frenz lol and 1 of dem galz said i look very young ???ish datz not a compliment at all ...s2pid gal ..after that walked 2 da snooker centre ...met her fren so 3 of us played snooker after awhile her mom called i guess and she said she gotta go home ...so gave me a kiss on d cheek n i was like DATZ DA GOODBYE KISS???lol was kinda sweet tho ..after that she forgot that her things were wit me so i ran to the lift 2 gave her things ...had a kiss on the lips lol ...but wasnt good enuff so i was askin fo a french ...did it on d stairs which was a quite public place ...it was short coz a guy walked past lol and dat guy is my fren ...dat kiss was good tho ..after that she left ..and i saw my fren dat walked past lol and he was smiling weirdly at me lol ...s2pid guy ..den walked around wit my fren ....and had supper wit my parenz ...den my baby called and said sorry fo her moodyness dat afternoon lol ..datz all fo da day lol

9th day:28.08.2005
28 =) ...4 months annivesary wit my baby lol ...had lunch wit my parens at ..PaLate ....lol somewhre near pulau tikus i think ...den called Huey Fung n c whether shez goin 2 visit nicholas onot coz she asked me 2 go wit her yesterday ..den later she said shez goin straight to the hospital so i didnt go wit her ...went 2 1-stop wit my parenz ...bought some DVDz ...den went back ...watched the '4 Brothers' lol the 1st movie wit da title 4 for the 4 month annivesary ...was a decent movie lol ..not too bad not too good ...after that took a nap ..woke up ...bathed ...had dinner ..and watched the '40year old virgin' lol another 4 ...was quite a good movie lol kinda funny too ...i like it ....after the movie ...den came on9 and now im doin this

Regrets:That i didnt reli study lol ...shit needa study damn hard d after 2day

Great Times:Great times in dis holidayz ...hmm are those dat i spent wit my baby i guess lol coz all besides that ...everything was real boring and gave me alotta mood swings

Fuck

Fuck shitz ...

Hate Life

Still duno what the fuck is wrong wit me ...but life is fuckin boring fo da past few dayz and hv ntg 2 do...read bookz till get bored of reading...but life is still so fuckin boring ...wad can i do 2 make it better???im quite seriously fucked up ...hope i can die n live again sometimes ...i meant a better life far more interesting life...

08 24 lol ...

ook i think i got back my mood fo everything d LOL ...went 2 my baby's hse in d afternoon and helped her wit her moral project ...den watched tv and all those ...was kinda good but too bad her aunt was in her house if not it couldve been better lol...den walked 2 GP and no1 was ther ...bought 2 books den went home...read my bookz and studied too ..datz all lol ...bye guyz =) and muakz love ya baby

2dayz pickz:
Bobby Valentino feat. Lil' Wayne-Tell Me(Remix)
Nick Cannon feat. Anthony Hamilton-Can I Live

LoL ...F-ed up

Dunno whats wrong wit me but still feel that life is boring lol ...and still dun hv mood for everything ...hmmmm hope i'll get my moood bak soon lol

LoL

Lazy 2 think of wad 2 blog ...hmm ...love ya lotz baby =) ...datz all i can think of now

Haiz

Life is boring and lack of excitement,ima die soon


A life without any shit excitementz is like a game that can be completed by pressing 1 button continously
I assume that lack of excitement in human life makes all those guyz love 2 drink and have big belly
A life without any shit excitementz is like surfing when there's no fuckin wave at all
It's that boring,and i dont get excited everytime i walk and hang around the shopping mall
A life without any shit excitementz is like watching F1 drivers drive at 50km per hour
That's not how life should be,life should be full of excitement,and all those sweet bitter and sour
A life without any shit excitementz is like you staring at your com but all u c is ur screen saver
I wana meet ppl that can excite my life,but it doesnt seem that therz alotta ppl that wana do me the favour
A life without any shit excitementz is like close ur eyes while ure watching ur tv
Nothing u can see...and yea there's ntg much in life that ive seen that excitez me
A life without any shit excitementz is like writing this sentence over and over again
People spend alotta money on luxury and entertainment shitz but i think ntg much they gain
Coz life is still this boring,maybe this is how itz supposed 2 be
And i think i should stop complain about it,coz this is the life for me
--Blykz

Back

Im sure my blog missed me lol ...sorry blog =p ...ntg much 2 write neway ..juz dat my baby has some serious problemz goin on...juz hope that she get over it soon...i feel sad too seeing her so sad LOL ...God Bless =) ntg much 2 write d lol juz wana type something here 2 prevent my blog from dying

2dayz pickz:
T Pain-Im Sprung
Field Mob feat. Ludacris-Georgia
Earth Wind & Fire feat.Kelly Rowland&Sleepy Brown-This is how i feel
Ray J-One Wish
Czarnok-Pimp Tight
Sharissa feat. R.Kelly-In Love With a Thug
S5-Ooh That Ass

August 12/13

August 12:Friday
Morning ..wasnt late for skool...den ntg much d i guess i got some s2pid paper from da discipline room n my parenz will needa sign it ..n da discipline bitch wana meet my parenz dis monday lol ..damn shit...after skool i skipped tuition lol pity dem guyz dat needed 2 go for ttn hahaha..so i went home n took a bath a nap den woke up phone em and den went 2 alvinz grandmaz hse 2 meet up with em ...after awhile walked 2 Sunrise to study ..well did study abit lol after that walked 2 gurney plaza and tried 2 study but didnt reli study lol then walked around and met this n that ppl...n saw da duno wad Nicholas Tze lol i guess thatz all fo August 12 ...lol

August 13:Saturday
Morning ...woke up at abt 11++??? or was it 10++ ??? lol forget d ...den called my baby talked fo awhile den on9...den i took my bath n den waited fo my parenz 2 fetch me 2 gurney lol my parenz can recognize my baby lol n they were like ...ISNT THAT UR GF?? n i was like oo yea lol...saw her den after that she said changed of planz so she left gurney after shez been ther fo like 15mins ??? lol den i wanted 2 go home 2 since gurney is boring ..walked 2 1-stop coz my parenz were there ..den received my baby's sms that shez coming 2 1-stop too and datz a good thing ..shopped fo DVDz wit my dad ...bought a few movies and 1CD ..den went 2 popular and met my baby ther ...and she was like WAAA UR SISTER SOO PRETTY ..hmm my sister pretty =/ ??? lol no idea ..afterthat my bro wanted 2 play pool so went 2 da snooker centre and saw some ppl from my skool there ..so i asked fo a match n i won lol ..my s2pid baby was like ...U SURE LOOSE 1 ...my ass lol den i played wit my bro even tho my baby took more of my shots lol ...nearly lost ...thankz 2 duno who =p lol...afterthat my bro went arcade n i got some kisses from my baby =) lol after that allen came 2 1-stop too ..soo we stayed at d arcade fo quite sometime until itz time fo me 2 go home ...after dinner watched "Herbie:Fully Reloaded" wasnt reli good tho ..i found it boring lol ...after that on9 and i guess thatz all fo 2day ...n baby im sorry fo some s2pid things i said lol ...love ya lotz

2dayz pickz:
Rihanna-Pon De Replay
Ray J-One Wish
Nick Cannon feat. Anthony Hamilton-Can I Live

August 11..100th day

Didnt blog fo a few dayz d lol ..well 2day is da 10oth day me n my baby hv been 2gether lol if minus 5dayz ...coz we broke up for 5dayz las time lol love u baby =) ...about 2day..morning skool was kinda good 2day lol i was hyper at skool and i made every1 in my class hyper not every1 but almoz lol ...skool was quite fun 2day and afterskool my frenz told me they get small demerit frm dat bitch ass sej teacher lol ...shez a real bitch ..afterskool ttn my ttn teacher screwed me coz my results thing n it reli pissed me off lol but after awhile ok d...tryin my bez not 2 be mooody lol ...after ttn downloaded Greenday's latest video clip "Wake Me Up When September Ends" itz real dramatic according 2 wad i read ...and yea itz dramatic lol itz abt a lovely couple they love each other alot den da guy joined the army and was shot dead in a war zone ...well itz alwayz real sad 2 loose some1 u reli love...datz why itz real sad

100 dayz,thatz how long we've been together
Itz nt long coz i wana be wit u forever
Coz there's no reason i'd wana loose you
Some1 that i have love for,and the love is so true
Some1 thatz the best for me and treat me the way no other can
And baby i'll strive my best 2 be your best man
I hope we'll still be together 100years later
Coz if ima loose you itz damn hard fo me 2 find some1 better
So good,so sexy,so cute and so pretty
Im glad i can have a gal like you as my baby
Without you in my life shits will ruin me
Im sure without you all those sadness will drive me crazy
Coz i juz love you so damn much,i love you alot
Without you in my life i think i'd rot
Your love itz important 2 me and im stuck with it
Cant stop loving you,maybe itz coz you're something i really need

da poem i wrote 2day fo da 100th day ...my creative juice aint flowing 2day datz why cant write anything good ..well atleast i didnt break my rules of never write less den 16sentences lol....if u wonder why 16,itz nt coz 16 is my lucky number lol itz coz if u notice all those rap songz verses they all have 16bars/sentences in a verse not all but most of em ..especially da old skool ones lol ...coz dis is da tradition i guess ...datz why i decided 2 use 16 as my "atleast" ...i duno wadz wrong wit me 2day lol but i cant write thingz properly and i cant use words properly ..my mind is kinda retarded 2day ...i guess itz not very bad ...ppl still can be undestand me i guess =/ lol ...

2dayz pickz:
Nelly-N Dey Say
Rihanna-Pon De Replay (saw the video clip fo da 1st time 2day and damn her body is soo damn sexy lol)
Greenday-Wake Me Up When September Ends (the video clip deserves a grammy lol)

Factz every1 shud know =p

1) 94% of men lie about theirpenis size.According to condom manufacturers, only 6% ofmen use extra large condoms.
2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect(no matter what you have heard ladies, that's thetruth).
3) 80% of American men are uncircumsized. Eventhough Pediatrics say it is not necessary.
4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing canmake your penis grow but time (most men reachthe end of their growth by the early 20's)
5) There is no correlation between penis size andshoe size, hand size, or nose size.
6) Blue balls does exist! It's technicallycalled "prostatic congestion."
7) Only 16% of men shave their privates

Some stuff on the ladies------------------------------
1) Only 9% of women around the globe considerthemselves "attractive" (20% of British women do).43% of women use the term "natural", 24% saythey have "average" looks, 8% prefer theterm "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking",and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% ofwomen say they are "sexy".
2) An estimated 85% of women wear the wrongsize bra.
3) 60% of women have had breast implants.
4) 75% of women dont like oral sex
5) 95% of women shave their privates.

Both--------------------------------
1) Masturbation is healthy for both men andwomen.
2) 70% of highschoolers have had sex before theyhave graduated. 27% loose their virginity seniorprom night. Only 3% wait until marriage.
3) 95% of men would have sex with a girl after 1month of dating. Only 10% of women feel this way.5 Reasons Why Sex is Good---------------------------------------------
1) It is a good workout. Sex burns about 150calories every half an hour of it. It will lower yourcholesterol and improve breathing circulation.
2) You won't get sick. According to research if youhave sex 1-2 times a week you are less likely toget sick.
3) You'll feel happier. You will feel a greater senseof well-being. Women who have more sex wereclinically proven to be less depressed than womenwho dont have sex.
4) Makes you look better- [ problem is ugly peopledon`t get any ]. Sex releases hormones in yourbody which make your skin and hair softer andshinier and tone your physic.
5) (The best reason) You will live longer. Studiesprove that sex makes you live longer. Men whohad sex 1-2 times a week had half the death rateas those who did not indulge themselves at leastonce a month. It also makes you look younger. Ifyou have sex 3 times a week you may look up to10 years younger than you really are.

Did You Know----------------------------------------1) Having sex 3 times a week for 1 year adds up torunning 75 miles!!!!


[Good sex is important too,msg me if u want good sex =p ...lol ..im seriously juz kidding coz therz oni 1 person that i'd hav sex wit LOL]

August 06/07

August 06:Saturday
Morning:Home
Morning ...woke up sent my baby a msg den my baby called and i asked her whether shez goin 2 gp later that day onot ...after some talk,she said yes lol and it was a real good news

Afternoon:Gurney
Went 2 Gurney ...bought ticketz fo Stealth and i was lucky that i got couple seats lol ...the 2nd couple seat experience in my life lol.Then met up wit alvin shaun n gloria they all ..played pool fo awhile den went in2 da cinema wit my baby...sat down,talked ...until the movie started den my baby told me not 2 talk too much so i shut up and juz enjoyed huggin my baby and da movie lol ...the 2nd couple seat experience is better than the 1st one lol ...and the movie was quite ok lol i'd give it 3 out of 5 stars wit planes flying around but Jamie Foxx died way too early =/ a movie is boring without a black guy lol and the gal wasnt hott...but she was hott in Blade:Trinity tho lol ...afterthat went fo my lunch lol yea i had my lunch at abt 5pm in peppercorn lol...lol my baby was damn cheeky ...feed ppl oso duno how 2 feed =p...but cheeky is a good thing lol which makes her cuter...afterthat walked back 2 GP bought a cow fo my sister's bday ..and oh yea BABY!my sister said thankq =)...afterthat spent some good lone time wit my baby until she went home ...den i met up wit other of my frenz and played snooker n pool wit Howen ..shit now my snooker n pool is starting 2 suck real bad agn ...went home at abt 7++ and ther was a birthday party in my hse ...my sister's lol alotta ppl came ...was soo crowded so i decided 2 stay in my room wit my cousin n had some man talk lol ...until a gal called him den oni i talked wit my another cousin ..well it was better den wad i xpected afterthat called my baby talked fo quite long den slept lol

August 07:Sunday
Morning:Home
Ntg much happened

Afternoon:Gurney
Went 2 gp 2 hv lunch wit my family at The Chicken Rice Shop ...after that called Nicholas and den met up wit him,hf and err some other ppl lol den dey went fo a mvie and gave me n anotha gal ticketz it was a rated-18 movie "The Island" so i was like shit ...hwo 2 go in lol ..but thank god met Gloria she wanted 2 watch Stealth so she bought the ticketz n i xchanged ticketz wit her ..she n her dad went in wit The Island's ticketz and me n anotha gal went in wit Stealth's ticketz ....den xchanged ticketz agn after went in the cinema ...soo watched the movie the movie was quite good lol with good story line and dat gal in da movie was kinda hott lol ..itz better than Stealth...after the movie walked around wit Nicholas n Hf den afterthat had laksa wit nicholas at gurney drive den went home lol ...

August 08:Monday
Morning:Skool
Was late fo skool den dat indian guard was like soo mad and called the prefects 2 catch me ...but prefects was like ...err brian ok ntg d go 2 class fast lol ...so ntg happened 2 me...den my teacher handed me my report card coz she said my father called her ..WTF ? my father has her phone ??? lol datz real bad but who cares ...PMR is coming ..as long as i do good in it,they wont do anything 2 me lol..ntg much happened in skool d i guess lol xcept i was kinda hyper and got demerit during Seni lol ...s2pid teacher ...but uhh duwana care soo much lol im trying my best 2 behave myself d ...but duno y they love 2 demerit soo much lol they hv ntg else 2 do i guess..

Afternoon:Home
Had lunch,watched the chinese drama ,took my bath den took a nap...woke up den on9 till 6 30 den i watched X-Men:Evolution lol ...den dinner ...bath agn and studied fo awhile lol den now im doing dis ...datz all lol bye guyz =) and love ya lotz baby

2dayz pickz:
Some old-skool Mariah Carey songz ..datz all ive downloaded 2day lol

August 04/05

August 04:
Morning:Skool
Dont really remember wad happened in skool d ...lol soo ..<>

Afternoon:Home
Ntg much happened too lol xcept went on9..den took a nap...lol shit duno wadz wrong wit me ...nap and nap everyday and everytime i wake up from a nap i get moody lol ...n i was real moody thursday...hmmm really duno about thursday d lol ...

August 05:
Morning:Skool
Wasnt late for skool lol ...and i was quite hyper in class yesterday lol duno why..den had some Geography test it wasnt too bad i guess i can get quite good results fo it lol...hopefully...after that the guyz told me that no tuition coz i needed 2 go bak home early for my sis's bday dinner and another 1 of my fren had something 2 do too...soo tuition canceled

Afternoon:Home>>Gurney
Ntg much happened in home lol ...on9...took a nap...watched X-Men:Evolution and downloaded 2 albumz 1st.Babyface-Grown and Sexy(a kinda slow RnB album but not very good tho Bobby Valentino's album is better) 2nd.Jason Mraz-Mr. A-Z(kinda dissapointed wit this coz Mraz's previous album was kinda good but this 1 is juz so so..mayb i really cant listen 2 White Ppl's music anymore lol) oo yea itz 3 lol another 1 is Shaw Desman-Back For More(Another white guy,itz a pop/RnB album lol ..itz normal ntg much 2 comment about it)...after that took a bath and went 2 gurney wit my family fo my sis's bday ate dinner at Breek's Cafe lol the new 1 ...hmm the food wasnt damn nice lol was juz ok ...and i bought Omarion-O the 1st original CD i bought since ...duno how 2 count lol i love Omarion and i love B2K ..the album is good...after that went home ..received a suprising msg from my baby she said she wana break-up coz she cant cope wit her studies...den had a talk wit her and changed her mind ..ppphhhewww thank God lol i cant live without my baby,shez like ...everything 2 me but she told me how much she loves me and all those too so it wasnt really a bad thing ...but i hope this wont happen agn tho ..i duwana loose her agn i guess datz all lol ...bye guyz ...and happy 100th day baby,love u lotz n lotz n forever

Yesterday's Pick:
Omarion-I Know (im getting crazy over this song,i play this over n over agn n still cant get bored of it)

50cent ..2pac??? lol shit

He has the beats that keep you moving in the club and the hooks you can't resist singing along to, but you best believe the true key to Curtis "50 Cent" Jackson's popularity lies with his candidness— he lives to speak his mind. There hasn't been an MC this forthcoming since Tupac

LOL shit thatz written on the introduction of 50cent's autobiography ...how can they even compare 50cent to the legendary 2pac???yes he may have beats that keep ppl moving but as an MC he can never be compared 2 da legendary 2pac lol ....s2pid introduction

August 2/3

August 2nd(Y'day)
Morning:Skool
Ntg much happened in skool yesterday..didnt get any demerit...aint i a good s2dent now ????lol

Afternoon:Home>>A Restaurant
Home...had tuition den took bath ate lunch and all those den came on9 ...downloaded the song "Nas-MC Burial" a dis track to 50cent den read forums about pplz's thoughtz for that song lol all real rap music lovers agree that Nas is better than 50cent ..coz Nas is a living legend lol...afterthat studied fo awhile then took anotha bath and went fo a dinner that was freakin long ...took about 2hrs lol ...shit was damn boring luckily my uncle fetched me back earlier so i didnt hv 2 wait ther for another hour lol...thatz all bout y'day =)...bye guyz

Y'dayz Pickz:
Nas-MC Burial
Nas-Ether
Nas-If I Ruled The World
Quan-All For War

August 3rd:
Morning:Skool
Was late fo skool lol den dat s2pid guard caught me ...lol damn that was juz a few minutes, why do he even care so much ???lol s2pid indian guard ...and NO im not racist...after that ntg much happened d i guess...didnt go fo PJ instead i stayed at class and studied my SEJ and GEO lol ...aint i guai ??? =p...after tht i was kinda tired ..soo i slept...den woke up read story book ...some ghost thing lol ...horror stories are sooo cute lol....oso read a sex-related article lol my favourite thing 2 read =)...and drew a few small pieces which dont hv much style in it lol...den slept agn and thatz all fo skool lol

Afternoon:Home
Took bath lunch n shitz like usual lol then on9 and downloaded Teairra Mari's debut album lol ...it is very impressive =) ...a female singer wit an attitude is hard 2 find lol but hey shez under Jay-Z of coz she needa hv some attitude 2 get Jay-Z's attention lol..den took a nap ..and studied fo awhile den dinner bathed and all those lol ntg special ...on9 and more on9 lol

2dayz pickz:
Teairra Mari-Make her feel good(remix) feat. Jay-z & Kanye West
Teairra Mari-No Daddy

Reggae Music

LoL ...juz found out how good reggae music is ...coz the Mixtape:Monday in MTV.com recommended alotta reggae songz den i downloaded alotta reggae songz lol damn now im in love wit this genre ...itz damn good ..itz like u can dance 2 it and itz relaxing at the same time lol ...i still love the 3 R's in music the most ...Rap RnB and Reggae ...Reggae replacing Rock music that used 2 be in my fav 3R's lol im not reli dat in2 rock anymore ....reggae is good datz all i wana say =)

My Reggae Pickz fo 2day:
Wayne Wonder-No Letting Go
Wayne Wonder-Bounce Along
Rupee-1 on 1
Rupee-Tempted to touch
T.O.K-Footprints

July 30th>>>31st

July 30th:Had a boring day in GP
Morning:(Home)
Dont remember what happened that morning lol just remember that had a phone talk wit my baby when i woke up lol

Afternoon:(Home>>>Gurney)
After lunch went 2 gurney ...met up wit Allen 1st...and played snooker wit him,his cousin and another guy lol...i had a great game lol won 38pointz lol thatz my greatest game yet...after the game met Gloria then Nicholas and Huey Fung lol we sat down and had a little conversation in Redspot after awhile my baby came so i spent some lone time wit her lol it was oni for ...15mins i guess lol but was good...after that walked around and everything was boring lol ...then followed alvin and a bunch of MGS galz lol...it was embarassing fo me 2 folo a bunch of galz like that lol after that went 2 arcade ...dinner in ipoh street and had quite a nice conversation wit my frenz ther ...thatz all for the day i guess lol

July 31st:Saw 2 of the most beautiful gal in the world =)
Morning:Home
woke up very late lol so ntg special for that morning

Afternoon:Home>>Gurney
After bath and all those went 2 gurney wit my family...had lunch at Fish&Co. lol i love the Fish n Chips,had a nice lunch there lol then me n my bro decided 2 watch a movie while my parenz had bussiness to do...we decided 2 watch "Fantastic Four"...a movie that i waited fo a few months d...juz fo Jessica Alba lol which is da 1st most beautiful woman i saw that day lol ..on screen...the movie was quite ok lol but not as good as i expected tho ...itz still good lol...i luv 2 c superpowers lol..after that received my baby'z sms that shez goin 2 GP lol met her up after that then spent some private time wit her which was logner than saturday lol ...about 45minutes ...lol she was very beautiful that day ...lol noooo she alwayz is and shez the second most beautiful gal in the world i saw that day =)....lol after that my parenz called and they fetched me home lol...thatz all for that day coz i dun remember wad happened at nite d lol


July 1st:Normal School Day
Morning:Home>>>Skool
Was late for skool but didnt get any demerit or any shit for that lol great...had a smooth day in skool no demeritz or shits ...drew a piece during art class lol coz i dun understand that s2pid batik thing the teacher was teachin then after that mathz class drew a few small pieces in a new excersicse book lol ...i was trying wild style ..and it turned out kinda good lol

Afternoon:Home
Came Home...on9...then err slept ...fo 2hrs ++ den woke up ...watched X-men evolution and now im doin this lol ...ima read my bookz later lol thatz all for 2day ...bye guyz ...muakz luv ya baby gal =)

2dayz pick:
Ray J-One Wish ....

Missin my Baby Badly

Baby,Im missing you alot
Im thinking of u and therz no ending dot
I miss your angelic eyes
They make me feel warm even if im surrounded by ice
I miss your lips
I miss those kisses you put on my lips
I alwayz feel like im in heaven whenever we're kissing
Feel like im kissing an angel,damn i miss that feeling
I miss the way u make me feel when im around you
That wonderful feeling i alwayz feel when im around you
I just missing you badly and itz taking all over me
Damn missing you badly and love you lotz my baby

July 29th

Morning:Home>>Skool
LoL i WASNT late for skool...u guyz shud celebrate that coz itz like...a rare phenomena ...everything went smooth b4 recess no demerit no shits from teachers no nothing lol ...ok it was ok but after recess gt called 2 da discipline rooom damn they really should gimme a membership card fo that lol...ook dat fat lady crapped lol...and told that funny lookin gay discipline guy 2 whack my ass ...twice lol ...dat shit guy love 2 stare at my ass lol he was starin fo abt minutes b4 he whacked it ...damn it wasnt dat bad ...lol quite fun too but itz not fun 2 let a gay ass to stare at my ass tho lol ntg much happened in skool afterdat lol...

Afternoon:School>>Chingy's House(tuition)>>Home
Afterskool stayed at skool fo awhile crapped wit frenz lol i luv crapping itz a fun thing 2 do den my frenz nearly got caught fo breakdancin oo yea dat gay discipline dislikes breakdancin too lol...den went 2 some informal leo meeting lol juz went ther 2 DIZTURB THA PEACE ...lol ...hey dat secretary guy said might be the president nex yr lol oni if i hav da enthusiasm 2 fight fo dat...but nuhh it doesnt look like itz fun 2 be a president of a club oso lol cant reli order ppl 2 do anything...afterdat went chingyz hse fo ttn and da teacher said my chinese is GOOOOD lol yea he seriously meant it and stayed at his hse fo awhile b4 my frenz mum came n fetch us ..she dropped me near somewher far from my hse so i had to took a 10mins walk to my hse lol i had a slight headache after reached home bath straight away lol coz it was f-ing hott...oo yea and my baby sms-ed me and told me she was sad...aww baby dont be sad k?be happy =) mmmuakz luv ya lotz baby...watched X-Men jz now and damn itz very interesting lol i luv em mutant powers im a new X-Men fan lol ...I guess thatz all fo 2day..bye guyz =)..love ya baby..and miss ya mum(Zanne) lol

2dayz Pickz:
Ray J-One Wish
Johnsta Austin-Lil More Love
SunN.Y.-Introduction(feat. Jermaine Dupri)

July 28 a long anticipated special day in a month

lol July 28 ....wooo 3months wit my baby d =) ...damn 3 only????lol numbers will increase automatically ...den it'll be like ...30 ...300 lol ....damn dat sure is good ...neway been thinking abt it fo da past 2 weeks but somehow i forgot abt yesterdayz date ..July 27th...ddddamn lol sorry baby ...s2pid July 27th lol..ook *skip*....

Morning:Home>>School
Was late for skool got caught by that fucking indian guard ..no i aint no racist lol...1st 2 periods Science ok everything went ok and ntg happened ...after that SEJ ...damn look at that fucking fat bitch aww shit lol ..gave me demeritz coz i duno how 2 present ...damnnn how'd i kno i didnt go 2 skool fo da past 2dayz cant she thinks?apparently the answer is no lol ...ook was goin 2 complain abt it to the discipline board and da fat discipline bitch was like ...TEACHERS HAVE THEIR RIGHTS I CANT CHANGE IT...lol fuck ..den student aint got no rights???damn ima get my ass whacked 2moro ...my father gave me dis ass is fo shitting u discipline bitch not 2 be whacked by all u discipline bitches lol...and threathened me bout my hair sumore fuck u my mother borned me wit dis hair and itz meant 2 grow like how i want it ...not fo u discipline teachers 2 cut it ...MY HAIR IS MY PROPERTY ...shit when i hv power nex time ima show the world ...the real democracy the real human lawz lol...okok den walked 2 toilet for peeee and got caught by another discipline bitch lol this time itz a skinny bitch lol damn soo many bitches ...itz polluting CHUNG LING HIGH SKOOL itz a fucking man skool ...why are bitches polluting the environment of it ???damn da skool is goin down lol..told me 2 wait outside da discipline room fo abt 15mins ...lol damn those bitches ...dey crapped bitch-talked den oni called me in2 da discipline room and they were like WHRE DID U GO???and i was like ..I WENT TOILET...den dat bitch was like SO LONG??ITZ 15mins d U NEEDA PEE FOR 15MINS...damn cant they think agn ..dat skinny bitch told me 2 wait outside da discipline room fo 15mins den dat fat bitch said i went 2 da toilet fo 15mins..lol the answer is once again NO they cant think...ok went bak 2 class ...shit another old bitch ...asked me WHY SO LATE???and she wrote ther BRIAN LATE FOR CLASS FOR 20mins ...damn what the fuck ..after recess got called 2 discipline room agn ..and was too lazy 2 talk ..i was like ..didnt u cal me 2 da discipline room jz now ..ok everything was settled ...for TODAY lol 2moro is gonna be BITCHES SAGA CONTINUES......

Afternoon:Home
Ntg much happened in d afternoon d lol i played batminton 1st tiem since ..well 1 or 2 years d lol ..damn im still good ..against my bro that is ...but thatz still good lol ...den watched X-men evoulution ...that sure is cool lol...ook datz all i guess bye guyz ...and luv ya lotz baby

My Sentences of The Day:
Pussy Everywher,but ther aint none in my underwear
Bitches everywhere,damn those bitches make me swear
The love 2 make fierce faces like ugly Grizzly Bear
When they need they look fo dicks but dicks juz arent there
Coz when dickz look at bitches like these they got scare

im working on disses lol ...datz a talent dat im working on =)

SCHOOL???

YEA SKOOL ...IMA TELL U WAD HAS SCHOOL DONE 2 ME
IT MAKES ME SICK OF SCHOOL
IT GAVE ME SOME SORT OF MENTALLY UNSTABLE I THREW ALL MY FUCKING THINGS AND I NEARLY WHACKED MY SISTER HAHAHA THIS IS WAD SKOOL HAS DONE FOR ME...GREAT...DISCIPLINE ????MY ASS U FAT BITCH CAN GO SUCK GORILLAZ DICKZ AND MY FUCKING SEJARAH TEACHER CAN GO FUCK AN ELEPHANT TILL SHE DIES ...I WONT MIND KILLING HER ANYWAY...JUST THAT I DUWANA WASTE MY WHOLE LIFE BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING UGLY BITCH I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE INFRONT OF ME...I WONT LET THIS FUCKING SKOOL AND THESE 2 FUCKING BITCHES RUIN MY LIFE...

wadz da date ?

Been sick for da past 2dayz lol so didnt go 2 skool fo da past 2dayz....yesterday was a normal day ok talk about 2day...

Morning:Home
Woke up and found out that damn shit no electricity again???i seriously hate this fucking house lol...called my baby and she was quite frustrated about her BIO ....hmm soo let her study den later she called me back ..talked 2 her fo awhile till itz time fo her 2 go bath lol ...den i was lying on bed thinking about her =/ damn i think about her alot 2day lol ...till my teacher called ...damn im getting extra attention from those teachers lol

Afternoon:Home>>Gurney>>Home
Took another short nap coz was tired ...den woke up and shit was soo damn boring and fuckin hott coz of no electricity...soo i decided 2 go gurney alone ...wanted 2 watch The Island but it was fucking rated 18sg ...den checked Fantastic Four ...hmm oni left 4++ soo decided not 2 watch any movie and explore Gurney Plaza ..sounds s2pid doesnt it ?? lol but therz alotta new places 2 explore coz of da renovation thing and all those...den after that went 1-stop fo awhile damn all da CDs shops were close 2day ..so i went 2 Popular lol...kinda weird isnt it ?after that walked back 2 gurney ..and had ntg 2 do and felt like a freakin loner lol and damn my phone went outta battery..luckily i had coinz phoned my father and asked him 2 fetch me...he did den came home and slept agn ...s2pid sick shit lol...after woke up had some kinda mood swing and missed my baby...so i called her and she didnt answer so decided 2 go on9 ...and yea my connection is fixed lol ...after awhile my baby called =) ...felt so happy 2 receive her call lol ...and all those moody shit was gone lol thankz baby =) muakz luv ya lotz...

I Checked my I-tunes top 25most played songs lol
1.Bow Wow feat. Ciara-Like You ......i guess i reli dig this song =/ it was out like jzu 2 weeks ago and itz in a great lead lol
2.50cent-Just a Lil Bit............I hate 5o =/ how can this song be on number 2???itz my bro i guess lol
3.Bobby Valentino-Gangsta Love
4.Lil Wayne-Go Dj....one of da hottest songz in the history lol
5.Mariah Carey-We Belong Together
6.R.Kelly-Playa's Only(feat. Game)
(number 3-6 all hv da same play count)
7.Cassidy-Bboy Stance
8.Gwen Stefani-Hollaback Girl
9.Pretty Ricky-Get A Little Closer
10.Savage Garden-I Knew I Loved You...damn cant blieve dis song is in top 10 lol
11.Ying Yang Twins feat. Mike Jones-Badd
(number 7-11 same counts)

lol Tony Yayo-Curious(feat.Joe) and Lil Rob-Summer Nights are comin up fast ..im in luv wit these 2 songz =p and Pretty Ricky is the on1 wit more than 1song on the top 25 lol with 3 [(Get A Little Closer,Playhouse,I Want You(Girlfriend)]damn theyre good lol

Moody and Lonely all in a motherfuckin sudden

Woke up from a fuckin nap,feel so fuckin moody
Feel like in this fucking world im juz a nobody
And worst of all i feel like my parenz dont understand me
Now where's she when i needa talk 2 my baby?
Somehow now i feel so fucking lonely
I need to I want to talk 2 her
But no1 answers when i dial her number
Feel like wana talk 2 someboy else...but who?
Feeling so fucked up now and there's ntg i can do
Since this noon i started 2 feel lonely
Dont know why but i guess therz juz something wrong wit me
I was borned in my motherz pain and moan
I guess when time comes i'll die silently alone
This shit feel of loneliness haunts me all in a sudden
I still feel that my life is fucked when i have no burden
I dunno what the fuck is wrong it me
Just hoping that soon i can talk 2 my baby

What I wrote for my baby [25 07 2005]

Baby gal juz wana tell u that u're the best
u're absolutely different from the rest
No1 can make me feel the way u make me feel
I feel so in love so blessed and feel like God gave me a great deal
Whatever the deal is to have you in my life i'll take it
Even if it's 2 me to sacrifise everything coz you're the oni1 that i really need
Gal i'd love you forever
Coz i kno ther aint no1 better
im sure there's no1 can treat me the way u treat me
You love me,you care for me and you dont mind that im horny
Baby Girl,your love i truly appreciate
I hope you can forever be my soul mate
I hope your love I can keep
Coz my love for you is so damn deep
Love you more then anyshit anything any1
You shine my life like a beautiful sun
You guide me through darkness cheer me up with the love you show
You're alwayz there for me whenever i feel low
Whenever my life is in darkness u show me the light
And whenever i see you gal itz a reward for my eyesight
Cause baby you're soo damn beautiful cute and sexy
Everything about you is driving me crazy
I cant even say my love for you is how much
You are the Miss Universe if im the judge
You will always be number 1 in my heart
Love you damn lotz baby,in my life you will always be the greatest part

July 25

Morning:House>>Skool
Was late for assembly lol shit again then prefect caught me n and all those lol who cares neway...after that KH ..teacher gave me stuffz fo nex project ish better keep it nicely this time and better dont loose it again like wad i did last time lol if not ima be so screwed..after that SEJ. that bitch ass teacher gave me demerit agn lol ..she thinks itz fun lol uhh well i dont mind entertaining her like that im juz helping God 2 entertain a fucked up bitch with my Merit marks lol...hmm ntg special happened after that i guess ...until Art. finished 2 drawingz in 15mins =p ...aint i talented lol ...and teacher said my drawingz are nice hahaha yes i AM talented =p but got demerit too coz i didnt hand in my previous assignment and ive been told that my parenz needa go 2 skool this Sunday to get my report card...oooh shit lol

Afternoon:Skool>>House>>House lol
After skool went home ate lunch on9 talked wit my mummy(Zanne) downloaded a few songz ..finally completed my downloadz for Omarion-"O" dat sure is a hard album 2 download =/ wit alot of error files lol...then downloaded a few nice rap songz too...thankz 2 recomendationz from MTV:Mixtape Monday =)...Tony Yayo feat. Joe-Curious is the best lol ...hmm den watched Batman ...dat movie is kinda boring fell asleep but i like da view of it's rotten Gotham City lol...after that was kinda tired so i took a nap woke up sent a msg 2 my baby den err on9 agn and all those den dinner took bath got a lovely reply from my baby so sent her another msg lol ...den studied fo awhile and wrote a poem fo my baby and now im on9 agn lol datz all ...bye =)
feelin kinda sick tho lol cant snop sneezin..s2pid flu and slight headache

To My Baby:
Love You damn lotz the most and forever ...you're the best =)

Songz of D Day:
Tony Yayo-Curious(feat.Joe)
Tony Touch-Hey Dj(feat. Nina Sky)
Lil Rob-Summer Nights

July 23/24

July 23rd:
Morning:(Home)
Ntg much happened in d morning coz i woke up late xcept was kinda moody sorry baby

Afternoon:(Home>>>Fetch My Cousins>>Gurney>>Leo's President's House)
After bath and all those my grandma drove me n my cousinz to gurney 2 hav fun...met up with Shaun 1st coz he called me ...den walked around wit me and then i noticed that Bum City is closed ishh the 7th floor seems so dull and dark without the light from bum city i dunno y it juz make me feel sad...im kinda sick of gurney d =/...after that chingy called and met up wit him went McD fo drinkz after that after McD itz Redspot time and i spent my whole afternoon ther 1st played wit Shaun...then Chingy then my cousin and his friend ...lol hey im soo good i won my cousin and his friend in pool lol ...da victory over my cousin was juz luck i guess hez still alot better then me but hey 1day ima catch up lol...after pool played snooker wit my cousin's fren ok now i suck in snooker lol but wasnt too bad lost about 16points lol...then play pool wit chingy's frenz..after that went 2 arcade and infront of bum city fo awhile..coz Bum is closed so all the breakers choose da spot infront of Bum as their new spot lol ...hope the security wont mind about that...after that Allen invited me for a snooker game soo played wit him ...lol hez good too ..didnt count points but i think i lost wasnt too bad tho lol after tht went 2 arcade agn had some tiem ther den took taxi 2 da Leo's President's House ...ntg much happened ther lol ..was boring like shitz...lol my snooker and pool improved alot ..thankz 2 da wholeday "training" =)

July 24:
Morning:Home
Skip lol

Afternoon:(Home>>Peppercorn(Sunrise Tower)>>Tanjung Bungah>>My dad's opening soon shop>>1stop)
Had lunch at peppercorn den went 2 Tanjung Bungah 2 have a look at our under-constructing house after that went 2 err somewhere near Gurney 2 have a look at my dadz underconstructing shop went 2 1-stop right after that bought things there like CDs and stuffz didnt buy much tho coz im broke cant afford anymore CDs luckily my cousin juz work at the CD shops so i can get CDs at a very low price lol my dad paid for everything neway...after that came back home and called my baby after abt 30minutes talk she said she wana study lol ...soo guai her examz 2moro good luck baby =) muakz..den took a sh0rt nap fo abt 30mins den i studied too lol aint i guai too???? =p after that on9 completed downloadz for 5 albumz i think --R.Kelly "Chocolate Factory"..R.Kelly-"TP-2.com"...Flipsyde-"We The People"...Baby-"Fast Money" and Young Jeezy-"Let's Get It:Thug Motivation 101"...found out about a new Rap/Rock band 2day lol and itz Flipsyde ...a nice band wit nice fresh music =)

Words:
Baby,im not moody lately lol juz worry too much ...sorry about that i'll try not 2 worry lol but there's some shits on me too like:
Money-Im shit broke lol damn reli need money lol

Studies-I got real bad results for da previous exam and PMR is coming soon ishh reli needa study hard i duwana get fucky results for my PMR

But dont worry baby those things cant make me sad or anything im happy as long as u r happy =) muakz love you lotz baby

July 21st ...had a fucky day in skool lol

(Morning):School
Was late fo skool but luckily da teacher was even more late soo didnt get any demerit or bullshit and i tot 2day shud be lucky lol ...but 2nd period dat bitch ass teacher gave me demerit 6marks coz i lost my papers ...and i fuckin photostat d wert lol teachers are darn fucks and she said im a disgrace to the school and i will faily my sej fo sure ..lol fucker i never fail my sej..and if im a disgrace 2 anything or any1 i could only be a disgrace 2 myself and no1 and nothing else...dumb ass teacher after that ntg else special happened i gues xcept i needa sit beside my geo teacher during her period lol ...she likes me i think =p

(Afternoon):Home
Had tuition after school den bath and all those and studied my geo lol after that took a nap woke up and then studied fo anotha shortwhile afterdat drew a piece lol the 3rd piece for da last 3dayz...den now im on9 lol normal day

And err baby gal i dont kno why u feel insecure about me n u but i juz hope u dont feel that way i really love you alot and of coz i do care about you dont think of nonsense d k?muakz love u lotz da most and forever

Song Of D Week:
Bow Wow feat. Ciara-Like You
Bobby Valentino-Gangsta Love
Pretty Ricky-I Want You(Girlfriend)
Mariah Carey-We Belong Together
Cassidy-Bellybutton

Im Sorry

Baby Girl im sorry that i broke my promises
Baby Girl for me you're better than Jesus
Pls forgive me Baby Im really sorry
You're not better than Jesus juz because u r sexy
You're not better than Jesus juz because u r pretty
You're better than Jesus because you mean alot to me
You're the 1 I love and u are the only one
Besides you there's no1 else that i want
Baby i hope that i can be forgive-d
I wana be wit u forever if forever love isnt a myth
Jesus pls forgive my sin of saying my baby is better than You
But im just being honest and saying wad that's true
Im sure Jesus will understand coz ntg's greater than true love

July 17...Not Really A Good Day

Morning:(House)
Had a very scary nightmare lol which i dun wana speak of ...scared the hell outta me when i woke up

Afternoon:(Prangin>>Airport)
Went 2 prangin again 2 c my baby gal ...miss her wert =p ...hmm but didnt hv good time wit her i guess lol ...i was quite weird =/ dunno y lol damn...after that went 2 da airport wit taxi lol fucking guy charged me rm30 but nvm la ...c my mum ma horh??? lol ...mum as in Zanne =) shez going back 2 Aus d =(....i was the earliest 2 reach da airport lol soo proud but i was soo bored ...to be alone in the airport haha waited about half an hr den Zanne's sister called me ...hey she can recognise me lol im soo proud once again =p...den ate Nandos lol ...thankz Zanne's mum for that meal who oso happens 2 be my God Grandma lol ...thankz Zanne for the coke ...and thankz Huey Fung haha she was soo kind ..cut the chicken and feed me lol thankz alot my mum needa board the flight at 5 55 =/ gave her a hug lol ...hey mum u smell nice =p ...hmm she cried =/ bcoz she needa leave me wert =p lol perasan case im sad that shez goin back too =/ had some great time with her especially the last 2 dayz...muakz luv ya mum =)

July 16 ...Wonderful Saturday

Morning:(Home)
Woke up kinda late soo ntg special happened in d morning lol

Afternoon>>Night:(Prangin>>Gurney>>Prangin>>Gurney>>A party in a Gal's hse lol)
LoL ..interesting rite ???the places i went ....went 2 Prangin 1st to have lunch with my baby girl...den she went 2 sell things for her Y.E thing lol and i was ther all the time dizturbing her lol ...im soo bad hahaha den met up with Zanne,Chingy,Nicholas and Huey Fung lol ...even tho didnt do anything wit em but i felt like i had a good time with em lol duno y =/ ...after finished dizturbing my baby went and sat down at starbucks ahaha njoyed sitting ther with my baby gal ..hmm her shirt soo sexy =p after that err walked around den my baby went 2 work agn lol ...and me n the rest sat down and talked at A&W thankz HF for the rootbeer float and curly fries =p...dey had a hard time deciding whether 2 go gurney or stay at prangin lol u kno why???coz i wanted 2 stay at prangin wert lol ...but dey convinced me 2 go gurney and after dat come back 2 prangin bcoz Zanne paid all the expenses ...owhh wait or was it juz taxi lol thankz neway Zanne =)...met up wit Allen at Gurney lol walked around ...dey bought tix for Fantastic Four i couldnt watch wit em bcoz i needed 2 go bak 2 prangin lol after buying da tix went McD ...saw my cousin...den sat down and talked until they needa go watch movie and i took taxi to Prangin to meet up with my baby gal agn ntg special happened in Prangin d soo after that took taxi to Gurney again watched a duno wad japanese movie with my baby ....wasnt paying attention 2 da movie lol ...and i was horny and high in da cinema =p ...i meant like very lol..had alot of fun in da cinema too hmm and new experiences for me and my baby =) ...after the movie found out that they left gurney without us ...so we took taxi to dat house lol ...didnt have much fun in dat party ...soo dun feel like writing the details out lol...bye datz all fo Saturday =) ...get 2 spend alot of time with my baby gal lol datz wad made dis saturday soo wonderful ..lol luv her lotz

Extra Info:
LOL!my baby was soo sexy thankz 2 da skirt and da shirt =) i love seeing her in skirt lol

July 15..A Fun Day

July 15(Friday):
Morning(Skool):Was late fo assembly lol ..got sent 2 da discipline room and needa listen 2 dat teacherz crap...den after dat cleared all my debt lol ok datz all for school.

Afternoon:(Skool>>Lunch>>Chingy's House>>Crown Prince)
LoL after school had lunch with chingy and his mum den went 2 his house after that watched Eddie Murphy "Delirious" lol Eddie is soo funny....after watching went to Crown Prince bcoz Chingy said there's a party there by dunno wad guy and hez invited by Jonathan lol...wadeva...Chingy n me were so bored so we played pool and wad Bobble Puzzle thing lol ..while waiting fo Zanne and Gloria

Afternoon>>Night:
(Crown Prince>>Dinner at some food court>>Torch(a pub cafe or wadeva lol)>>(My Baby Gal's house >>back 2 my house)
Zanne arrived at crown prince at abt ...6++ ??? lol sat ther and talked fo awhile den took a walk 2 a food court nearby for dinner but all of em didnt eat oso =/ xcept me lol ...after that walked 2 Torch wadeva dat is lol ...ordered drinks ...played pool with Chingy ..and i bet my dick lol luckily i didnt loose after that played foosball with Gloria lol i won too =p i guess i alwayz win huh??hahaha...after dat played Darts lol ....I HIT THE BULLSEYE ONCE LOL....soooo proud of myself =p den played cards lol ...and went 2 my baby galz hse with taxi coz of wad spray the pieces fo her YE thing lol...felt soo bad i couldnt help her in anything lol...after finished the piece thing went home n ....datz all fo friday

July 14

July 14 ...fucked up in many different ways ...and im moody now =/ ...fucking shits ....lazy 2 write in details ...fucked up day
LoL okok im free now so ima write things in detail:
Morning:Went 2 skool ...had a bad day coz i had a real bad luck ...shit lucks juz came 2 me ...and a fucking teacher saw me gambling and then he told that teacher that was teaching me nearly got me in2 trouble..fucking shit =/ wadz their problem wit me ???teachers lol...datz all bad luck ..pissed me off

After Skool:Tuition and the tuition teacher was crappy as usual ..asked me what've i done in the year 2005 that im satisfied with...ish actually nothing =/ ...xcept having my baby gal as my baby...datz all...tuition wasnt soo bad..den sms-ed with my baby while she was in skool...damn s2pid gal lol ponteng wholeday talked 2 her on the phone too about 5 something...until she closed the phone...her skool day is fun while mine was fucked =/ lol...her's is fun i GUESS...after that fell asleep agn

Night:Woke up from a s2pid nap,had dinner den was looking for a movie 2 watch and darn no new movies fo me =/ ...watched whole ten yards again...i kinda luv that movie but itz not dat good d when i watched it juz now as my second time ...den finsihed the movie and came on9...boring as usual ima bored 2 death and itz frustrating...

not a good day lol ..but not dat bad in overall coz my dad got my internet connection fixed which is a very good thing

July 13 Bad Day lol...and Love You Baby Gal ..Lotz

LoL a serious rel bad day...woke up earlier den b4 but itz still late and tried not 2 be late to skool,sms-ed my baby gal 1st before i went 2 skool lol ...and somehow i took my hp 2 skool..duno why oso lol..as i said i was trying not 2 be late but still late =/ ...damn lol...ook atleast i wasnt late for class...at class sent 2 sms to my baby gal i guess ...den da whole day my classmates invited me 2 gamble wit em lol and thatz when my luck turned bad i was loosing money like crazy ...like rm50 ++ =/???den oni i stopped ...damn den got called 2 da discipline room agn ...and teachers kept scolding me lol ...damn ok i thought things will be ok after school ...but my mom said shez gonna cut my phone bill off da 1st moment she saw me 2day bcoz she said i overused it ???lol damn damn damn ...den i cant talk to my baby gal no more =(...a bad day makes me think of her even more lol...and i think i really need her in my life...shez da oni thing dat matters the most 2 me now my life'd be meaningless without her...coz i kept thinkin of how good she is and how much i love her lol i wrote a s2pid poem :

Baby Girl,Thankz for being in my life
and thankz baby,for making it so wonderful
You're the best,you're da one n only,girl u rule
You're soo goddamn beautiful
Any1 that disagress is a fool
B4 we got together your beauty made me drool
I alwayz hoped that 1day u can be mine
I guess God really loves me and He reads my mind
You loving me,for me that's the luckiest thing
I alwayz dream that you will be the woman of my ring
And alwayz wish that we can be together forever
If that comes true there aint nothing better
I hope I'll never loose you,never ever
Coz my life is so perfect whenever we are together
You're the best and that's true gal
You're different from the others you're special
And to me your sexiness is breath-taking
That's why horniness in me keeps growing
Besides you,there's another thing that i really love
That's your sexy body and your wonderful curve
Your body is so sexy that it makes me high
You're so sexy if i say i dont have lust for you that's a lie
But dont worry you can gimme all your trust
Cause what I feel for you is like 95 % true love 5 % lust
That 5% is cause you're just too sexy fo me and im a man
All normal man will get horny with their ladies whenever they can
But no matter wat therez nothing more important than love between me n u
Cause the only1 that I'd love and love the most forever is u
I want you,I need you
Actually this is the only sentence you need to read:
I truly madly deeply crazily love you,Baby girl I fucking love you,love you damn lotz,love you hella lotz,I Love You!!!

11 July 2005

I hate skool ..and i skipped skool 2day lol...woke up at ...10am i guess when my baby girl called me...so i started my day by talking with her on the phone,wad a nice way 2 start a day =) but not as good as to wake up beside her tho lol,had quite a nice talk lol and she just cant stop complaining that im horny huh??yea i am and therz ntg bad about that =p...about 1hr ++ later she needa bath thatz the end of my phone talk lol ..she reli gets me horny,damn lol...jump off da bed straight after that and on the com and on9 no1 was on9 xcept alvin which he claimed that he was at skool lol,den ntg 2 do soo download songz in random agn ntg fo me 2 download so i downloaded 2 RnB Albums Faith Evans-"First Lady" and Amerie-"Touch" and a few love songz,songz from nappy roots and John Legend lol...afternoon after had my lunch hmm it was a nice meal took my bath and played Gunz Online for quite sometime b4 i get disconnected from the server lol dumb ass internet connection...then took a nap ish im turning in2 a pig lol and studied...watched Eddie Murphy's "Raw" lol a comedy act ...kinda funny...but not as funny as wad ppl told me,well atleast hez creative on his jokes lol...after that bathed dinner and all those and parenz came back from Hong Kong which isnt a good thing at all lol...wadelse about 2day ??hmm im reli in2 RnB/Soul music 2day lol dunno y..mayb itz coz da relaxation or mayb itz da feel...bye guyz =)

Songz of D Day:
Faith Evans-True Love...
Bobby Valentino-Gangsta Love...
Anthony Hamilton feat. Nappy Roots-Sick and Tired
R.Kelly feat. Game-Playa's Only...
R.Kelly feat. Snoop Dogg-Happy Summertime
Omarion-I Wish
Savage Garden-I Knew I Loved You
Lonestar-Amazed
Lloyd feat. Ashanti-Southside

09/10 July ...Wonderful Day/Night

LoL ...yesterday July 9th ...stayed at home till 2pm i think lol i went gurney 2 meet up wit my frenz ...met up wit em at d arcade lol ...i didnt even hv 2 call em hahaha ...jz knew that wher they'd be lol ..walked around ...den tha Goat bought pants and treated me Coffee Bean hahaha ....THANKZ YEA GOAT !!!!! =p ...after dat went 2 Bum City talked wit Allen ..den 5 ++ started the walk 2 Botanical Garden lol ..wasnt dat long ..it was jz about ...half an hr ??? yea think so lol...after reached waited fo my baby gal and den took a ride n went up da hill for my mum(Zanne)'s party/stay over lol ...and thatz when da wonderful times begin lol ...reached her hse ...talked..crap...lol and bullshit-ed den ate ...played da dunno wad twister game ...shit i suck on dat lol i lost bcuz some1 whacked my ass hard lol...damn..after dat watch mvie ...started wit Amityville Horror lol ..WOAH I WATCHED HORROR MOVIE !!!! lol didnt reli njoy da movie ...but i njoy sitting and huggin wit my baby gal tho LOL...after that watched SHUTTER ....WOAH ANOTHA HORROR MOVIE lol...didnt reli kno abt da movie but yet njoyed sittin and huggin wit my baby gal lol...after that err ...Boat Trip ???lol ...a gay ass movie ...kinda s2pid ...after da movies and all those ...hmmm jz sat ther and talked i guess and tried 2 sleep ??? guess sooo lol ...ntg else special happened las nite i guess ...xcept watched anotha movie at abt 3am ??? =s The Ring 2 lol wadeva dat is ...wasnt focus on da movie oso lol...after dat reli slept ..woke up..talked and more talked lol ...datz all bout the wonderful nite+day...had a real great time wit my baby gal ...and spent lotsa time wit her lol ..datz a great thing =) n i was real horny i guess lol shit ...lol no wonder i had a gr8 day my horoscope energy meter on friendster is all full lol ..haha i kno u dont actually believe dat shit neither do i =p but sometiems itz fun 2 look at wad it says lol...bye ...and muakz luv ya baby gal ...byez guyz =) ...and thankz Zanne for da stay over..oo yea and completed downloadz fo Lil Jon-"Crunk Juice" lol...im kinda in luv wit southside crunk/rap music lol ..and dat album is hott juz like da Ying Yang Twins and Anthony Hamilton-"Soulife" lol im trying 2 balance my life up ..itz like i listen 2 alot of fast beat rap songz i balance it by listenin 2 RnB songz lol ...but no matter wad itz still all about Black Ppl's music ..they are da real musical genius lol ther was one period of time where i used 2 love white ppl's music too ...but i think their music makes me sad lol ...coz i was very moody at dat period of time ...so ive stopped listen 2 em lol...Black People SHOULD RULE THE WORLD!!!


Songz of D Day:
Lil Jon & Eastside Boyz-In da Club(feat.R.Kelly,Ludacris)...Bitches Aint Shit(feat. Nate Dogg)
R.Kelly feat. Game-Playa's Only...feat. Snoop Dogg-Happy Summertime
Miri Ben Ari feat. Scarface and Anthony Hamilton-Sunshine to the rain
Ying Yang Twins-Wait

08 July....LoL ...

Morning went 2 skool late agn...den got called 2 da discipline room because of the late thing and nearly get whacked in d ass...fucking discipline lol ...besides that ntg special happened in skool i guess ...after skool went chingyz hse fo ttn but had lunch in tesco b4 dat lol damn da food ther aint cheap...after ttn da boyz n me took bath and den went 2 McD(Greenlane) coz we wana go 2 dat concert thing in PFS...bought food...and drinks and waited for ZannE lol after quite awhile she arrived wit Gloria and ..anotha gal err wadz da name..hmm Nadiah i think lol ...after finished da french fries walked 2 PFS ..they checked da tixx den put some duno wad gay strip on my hand lol ..itz still on my hand lol...den walked around fo awhile b4 i sat down and watch da concert...ntg real special happened in d concert i think ...xcept my mum n dad are getting so loving HORH ??? =p ...im happy fo my parenz lol oo yea and my baby gal told me dat shez goin 2 Zanne's party 2day ....YAY YAY YAY =)...muakz luv ya lotz baby gal...and bye guyz =)

Songz Of D Day:
Ying Yang Twins feat. Mike Jones-Badd...J-Kwon-Welcome to Tha Hood...Cassidy-B-boy Stance...Chingy-One Call Away

06 July 2005 ...More Knowledge fo me ...and Sexier =p

Did i say more knowledge ??? lol not really knowledge as in general knowledge itz juz ...knowledge of da rap scene in U.S.A =p...read about Swizz Beatz's Full Surface Record becoz of "reasearch" on Cassidy and Baby's Cash Money Records coz of "research" on Lil' Wayne lol ...both are promising hip-hop record label of dis era lol...i used 2 love all those rappers from d old skool lol like Nas,2pac,Biggie and Jay-z but i guess itz time 2 c wad da young ppl can do 2 change things ...now i like young rappers like Cassidy,Lil Wayne and J-Kwon lol wadz da diff ??well da energy and da beatz ...completed downloadz fo 3 rap albums lol ...J-Kwon-"Hood Hop"...Lil Wayne-"The Carter" and Ying Yang Twins-"U.S.A (United States of Atlanta)...Lil Wayne-'The Carter' is my favourite 2day lol i like his flow...okok cut all these bullshits lol

2day.ntg special happened..late fo skool as usual..came back lunch took bath on9 lol ...den watched a DVD...The Honeymooners ...not very interesting ..jz a decent movie lol...den studied fo awhile YES I STUDIED =p thankz 2 my baby gal lol...after that took anotha bath dinner and on9 lol ..ntg much abt 2day i gues ...muakz luv ya lotz to my baby gal

Songz of D Day:
J-Kwon-'Welcome To Tha Hood'...Lil Wayne-'Go DJ'...Cassidy-'Crack Music'...Ying Yang Twins-'My Brother's Keepers'

July 05 ..05 ...perfect =p

LoL ...ook got back with my baby gal ...after some talking lol...well itz all good now lol ...my lifez wonderful again ...thankz baby =p...mmmmuakz luv ya lotz :)...was late fo skool 2day,and teacher wrote in da Buku Disiplin or something BRIAN LIM C5833 LEWAT!!! ...lol s2pid bitch ass teacher soo kaypo fo wad =s...and ima be sent 2 d counselling unit lol ..crazy asses ...counsel me for wad??YOU DUMB ASS TEACHERS IM TOO SMART FO U 2 COUNSEL ME LOL...wad else special happened in skool ??hmm ntg except went ponteng wit da new FORM 3 REP. of CLHS LEO CLUB lol ALVIN FOO CHEE JON ...itz such an honour 2 walk wit him hahahaha...after skool went home,ate and had ttn...ish da s2pid circle maths thing F-ed me up lol ...im soo f-ing dumb in that ...after ttn...on9...den studied fo awhile n watched Initial D with my bro ...omg i watch dis movie dat i said i duwana watch twice d lol...after that went 2 1-stop fo dinner ...my grandpa's bday...bought 1 CD and 2 DVDs lol ....and finished downloadz fo Cassidy-Split Personality and half of J-Kwon-Hood Hop coz my internet connexion is kinda slow 2day ...ishh lol...i guess datz all lol ...bye guyz =) and luv ya lotz my baby gal once again ..and hope we'll be happier den b4 =)...mmuakz

Songz of D Day:
J-Kwon-"They Ask Me"..."You And Me"...Cassidy-"Can I Talk To You".."Cant Fade Me".."B-boy Stance"
Good Charlotte-"We Believe"

2 sides of me

I heard Cassidy's -Cassiy(Tha Problem) vs Cassidy(Hustla) which is a track that cassidy split himself in2 two sides ...and the 2 sides in the track are like dissing each other Cassidy(Tha Problem) is the Cassidy in his 1st album VS Cassidy The Hustla which is the Cassidy in the 2nd album ..well according 2 the song Cassidy The Hustla won that battle...and i thought it'd be nice 2 write soemthing like that coz theres' 2 side of me lol

1.Brian(That Wana Move On With Life Guy)
2.Brian(That Love Guy)

1.Brian(Move On With Life Guy)
Whatz wrong with you boy?Cant get over your ex?
Well now she's the past and u needa move on and c wadz next
Yes maybe for you she used to be the best
But now shez not urs anymore and u needa get somethin goin wit da rest
Whatz wrong with you boy?Sometimes you think of her you cry?
As i said she's the past and the past is past u needa say bye
Itz not that you being sad or everything she will be back
You must stop crying over her before u turned in2 a fag
Whatz wrong with you boy?You think u cant live life without her?
No,u needa start live like a real man get pplz respect so they'd cal u sir
Stop acting like she's the only girl for you in this land
If you want u can juz ask fo a new gal n im sure lotsa ppl will be willing 2 giv u a hand

2.Brian(Tha Love Guy)
Is that something that's wrong?That i cant get over my ex?
If i can i wana turn back my life and pause there and stop it frm goin to next
You think itz me that wana get stuck at her?No it's just the way i feel
Yea and im sure you cant tell me that wad im feeling isnt real
Is that soemthing that's wrong?That sometimes i think of her i cry?
Yea u might say she's the past but the past maybe back and i aint gonna say bye
Me sad or everthing yea wont make her back 2 me,but no matter what i'll try my best
Coz you kno wad they said "Once you got the best itz hard fo u 2 settle with the rest"
Is that soemthing that's wrong?That i think i cant live without her?
Well every1's sir?I'd prefer 2 be her lover
She's the only 1 that i want and she's what i need
Yes i need her in my life and i aint talking shit

LoL I Guess the Brian Tha Love Guy won ...coz im more 2 that side ...i juz cant get over her lol

Juz Here 2 Tell Y'all a CD that u all muz get =p

LoL ...my previous post ...i told u that Cassidy-Im A Hustla is one of da most anticipated rap albums of 2005 fo me...and it juz doesnt dissapoint me at all...as good as wad i expected ...or maybe better den wad i expected ...unlike The Game-Documentary ...that 1 kinda dissapointed me tho coz i xpected it 2 be better...Cassidy is my man now lol...his beats are juz soo hott..well thankz 2 his producer Mr Swizz Beatz...And there's a song where he collaborated with Nas & Quan 'Cant Fade Me' lol personally im a big fan of Nas and of coz his apprentice Quan...and Cassidy + Nas + Quan is like da bez collaboration in hip hop fo me lol ...well yeai guess not as good as 2pac + Biggie tho lol and yea as good as Dr Dre + Snoop Dogg lol...im in luv wit Cassidy ..hez da man his flow is da Crack and his beats are hott =) ...buy his album if u like rap music lol coz i'd consider this album a classic

Hahaha im thinking of da past agn

LoL yea im thinking of da past agn ...thankz 2 B2K lol ...well but im not sad dis time =p..B2K reminds me of the fresh love that me n her used 2 hv fo each other lol ...dat time was like ..we used 2 sms alot ..and da feeling was soooo damn wonderful ...soo fresh ...and sooo cheerful lol ...and i kno wadz da song i used 2 listen alot that time ...B2K-Why I Love You,Everything ....lol god ...wonderful past i have huh ??? i guess im quite lucky 2 have a great past wit her lol...hahahha i love my past soo much ....i hope i can love my future more tho lol...

3rd of July ..happy Bday Mum =) ...(Zanne)

LoL ..My Mum's Bday 2day =) ZANNE!!!!!!! HAPPY BDAY U GOT OLDER HAHAHA and now u're legal 2 have sex =p...no wonder u showed me a condom y'day...went 2 GP at about ...1 ++ ???? no1 was ther so i walked to 1-stop...bought R.Kelly-TP3 Reloaded well i'll giv u my review on dat album later =p...i wanted 2 buy Cassidy-I'm A Hustla...but Malaysia is so s2pid so they dont have the stock here ....FUCK MSIA lol ..juz coz dey dun hv stock fo da CD...datz one of my most anticipated rap albums fo dis yr lol...another 1 is The Game:Documentary haha i couldnt wait fo it 2 hit the stores so i downloaded the whole album 3dayz before it officially hit stores in USA =p...thank god fo Free Downloads ...i geuss i needa do da same with Cassidy-Im A Hustla again ...cant wait 2 get everysong of that album lol ..Cassidy is the MAN!!!!...okok back 2 my day.after that walked back 2 GP...no1 was ther but Zanne's fren HF and her bf well Nicholas ??? yea they were there lol ...they called me ...so i joined em fo awhile ...ish i was a lampost lol...we were walking around Bum City...until i met Koh How ...he wanted 2 play pool so i went red spot wit him lol no more pool table and Nigel invited me 2 play snooker wit him....well i dun like 2 turn down pplz invitation =p...played wit him ...well i was quite good 2day ...quite accurate lol i won him i guess hahahaha ...after that Choot and Alvin came 2 redspot oso lol ...after Zanne arrived at Gurney we al went in 2 d theathre...2 watch WAR OF THE WORLDS...isnt as good as wad i expected lol...atleast i got 2 hold her hands through the whole movie ...but i dun think she had da feeling tho...after that walked around again ...was quite moody ...not very tho lol ...juz abit ..coz i reli miss da times wit her haha ..i guess i reli needa get over it..but u kno wad dey say "Once U Got The Best,It's Hard 2 Settle With The Rest"...hahaha went back at 7pm i think...n she sms-ed me 2 tell me dat there was 22 taxi ..U OWE ME A KISS!!!GODDAMN....da last time me n her count taxi ...was a very nice day ...haihzz...went home was still quite missing her...but u kno wadz da best thing 2 do when u hav love prob and u cant get over it ??? LISTEN 2 RAP MUSIC U GODDAMN DUMBASSES...u may think i dont have a poin fo dat but i'll tell u why lol...

Rappers all they have somekinda man's ego ...so they alwayz inspire me 2 take things like a man...lol trust me

Ok about R.Kelly-TP3 Reloaded ...every1 shud get dis album i gues lol ...itz a very nice CD lol...and it says STRONG SEXUAL CONTENT...well datz R.Kelly,n im loving Kells ...even tho some ppl think dat hez a weirdo bcoz hez kinda obsessed wit Child Pornos ...but who cares we shud separate a musician's music wit his personal life ...da same thing goes with Michael Jackson,dun hate him bcoz some1 said he did wad CHILD MOLESTATION??He isnt guilty fo dat lol...and no matter wad he does u still cant forget that he made good musics fo da world...i guess thatz all,and im still hoping the same shit and alwayz will be ...Bye

Songz Of D Day:
Playa's Only-R.Kelly feat Game

LoL ..im Another Man 30th of June Again

Did i say i was sad ???holy shit i was a sad man ...lol but ther aint no sad man for me now ...now im the Man =)...im Boy Wonder rite ?? lol wad shit i cant do ??and longest yard rockz shit ...made me feel like im The Man and no more Sad Man hahaha im back ...im back =) ..thankz 2 DVDs and datz wad been missing in my life since holidayz ...now i kno why i was moody haha ...im back DVDs stores ..im back 2 buy shits from u guyz 2 make my life great again ...MOVIES THATZ WAD BEEN MISSING WIT ME ...HAHA NOW I FIGURED DAT OUT...even tho no more sad man and im the man now ...but im still hoping the same shit =p ...Gal u kno wad 2 do rite ?? *winkz* haha ...waiting fo u =p ..muakz ...and itz ok if u dont want to lol ...muakz neway =p ...much luv

June 30th Again..Still feeling Sexy =p

Even tho shit happened but i wasnt very sad in d morning lol ...dunno why ...maybe my mind cant spin fast enuff 2 make me sad...but then i got real sad when i walked outta my room when my bro was watching Star Wars Episode III lol..cuz u kno y if u read ..hmm da shit dat i posted b4 lol...i get teary as soon as i looked on da screen and my mind told me *itz star wars* lol ...but then when Padme says *I Love You Anakin* lol i juz cried out ...as in ...cry baby type lol ...da movie is so touching haha ..ermm mayb not ...juz dat itz memorable fo me...after that thought about alot of things ...like why shez feeling different 2wards me ??isit coz im not good enuff??after awhile of thinking how good/bad i am as a guy i got da answer lol da answer is ..Im the Best if u love me =p....yea datz true lol..and i juz cant blieve how can she changed her mind soo fuz =s ...ok i go copy da testi she wrote fo me on d 29th of June lol

hey dear... oops.. baby boy.. neways.. i'm so glad that everything is over.. i mean.. all the bad stuff is over.. everything flew away.. haha. lke ur bird.. ahahh.a Oops.. ehhez.. neways.. just here to say happy 2 months.. relaly hapy with ya.. LUrve ya lotz.. and damn lotz.. MUAKZ.. lurve ya.. muakiez.. lurve ya.. lurve ya.. 4eva and ever ever ever ever ever.. muakz.. lurve ya lotz.. *CHootz..

and all the things she told me fo d last 2dayz ..i still cant blieve her feelings changed agn...and she asked fo a break up yesterday,i tot everythign was back 2 normal d but she said no =/ i duno wadz wrong now lol..i've been tryin very hard 2 cheer myself up,but i alwayz get emotional when some questions pop up in my mind like 'Why doesnt she luv me anymroe?'..'Why muz things changed?'..'Why cant i stop thinking about her?'..'Why I Still luv her soo much?'..lol itz juz her dat changed..i changed b4 but i changed back and i tot everything was gonna be ok..but...=/ ...damn damn datz life...still luving her lotz...and still feeling sexy =p...bye

There are juz soo many questions in my mind...like
'Will she ever tell me dat she loves me and really mean it again?'
'Will she ever kiss me again?'
'Will she ever hug me again?'
'Will She gimme more wonderful times in my future like what she did in da past?'
and lotz more..i wana kno da answerz but at da same time im scared 2 kno the answerz..Im scared that there's a fact infront of me that i cant face...